So I walk on again today. Wake up and imagine that I really am not as hungover as I actually am. But where did the time go and what did it do while I was gone. My money has been spent, there is the strangest smells around me. But at least I am in my bed and It could be worse. Shure I was suppoesed...
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hazelscum134:
But as long as you thin k happy thouhgts only a few kittens have to die a day. great quote that ones up there with the live fast die young quote. Later scumbag.
I think that some how i shifted into negative mode. Everything black is white and everything white is black. The color pink, why it doesnt even phase me anymore. What was the point of thinking that I really valued my own sanity. its just about as backwards as a progessive thinker such as myself can go.
Two steps straight to hell. Chirst I can barely...
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And so what the fuck am I? Just another jackass Pissing away money on booze. Could the golden flower be just the ticket for all my woes? And tthen there is the truth. A silent partner in the game I call my own. But now I am being cryptic again. All this time spent moving, driving, drinking. I had all the time in the world,...
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hazelscum134:
Ha, you never inhale cigs either. Glad to see your still walking on all fours!! Shit has been going pretty good lately, working alot, trying to spend my free time with lori. Man i didn't know it was fourtwenty till like 8 that night. It's amazing what you forget when people arent constently banging down your door and blowing up your phone.. the abiliity to relax is fucking amazing!! Gonna start working alit of overtime. that'll kick ass. 17 an hour to play video games and eat junk food. Well fuck, I'll call you this weekend or maybe next weekend. fuck you, take care........ ACME till the day I die.....and then some.
Sunday and rain, the most recent of events. Sort of like moving forward in time, but with all the fun taken out of it. A point of note, its awfully hard to be more of an asshole then I am. Sure maybe I am really not that bad. But those power trips and personal issues never really go away. Anger doesn't really fad with time....
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hazelscum134:
Hey fuck face, whats the word? oh michele had her baby, 6 weeks early but the little girl is cute as hell and healthy. so yeah, wow, nothing to say really. hope all is well, and oh yeah lately I haven't had the time to tell you how much you SUCK!! Rock on and out, later bro
where is my mind. It is that dark time of year again. The void of darkness that i call my birthday. And with it all being so close to valentines day and all. but I did get drunk and become obsessed with a rocker girl. She plays a Gibson and has thos dark eyes. I just want to be a groupie. Such lofty goals I...
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hazelscum134:
Yeah dark tight jeans and a fuckin' headband. You goon, Love you man. Keep on Keepin on!! Well I'm back but who knows for how long. Opps, I missed your birthday. Well FUCK YOU!! Glad to see your not dead yet. I guess ........Your brother from another mother
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hazelscum134:
Taking a break from the real world are you? YOu get the new guitar yet? Well hope all is well! Oh yeah, you get your headband yet? Fag!! 
Monday has struck, but at least I have survived. Things that I thought were lost in the mail actually al arrived today. Who knows I could almost be a functional person of society one day. But I doubt it
I might a rather violent hockey player at a Gay bar this weekend. We insulted each other, pushed each other and started fighting.
And then she...
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I might a rather violent hockey player at a Gay bar this weekend. We insulted each other, pushed each other and started fighting.
And then she...
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My house smells like ass this morning. I wonder exatly what kind of strange things happened in my absence.
I just want the smell would go away.
Must drink and drive, after all it is such a beuatiful day out. But did I forget to mention that I hate going outside when it is sunny out. Of course that isnt really true. But we all...
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I just want the smell would go away.
Must drink and drive, after all it is such a beuatiful day out. But did I forget to mention that I hate going outside when it is sunny out. Of course that isnt really true. But we all...
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I am the king of carrot flowers. No matter if I do not know what that means? It is what I am. So the life of the unreal continues. The uditing continues. Those peering eyes, looking strait into the root of it all. Am I Evil? I think they already know the anwser, but still...
It could all be much better. All that shit it...
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It could all be much better. All that shit it...
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hazelscum134:
Yeah that spark, it was yesterday. Well actually it loooks like it was actualy just over an hour or so ago/ lifes cool i guess, work kicks ass even though the game is kinda lacking in the badass dept., Well fuck face I'm glad to seee that your still happy to be alive, still no fuckin' contacts huh. well try closing one eye, then spin around real fast. Stop then slam one eye shut, simotaneously opening the other. I've done all the reasearch, and most of the rats can see now. The only thing is I can't remember if that was today or yesterday? 
Is this the begining of the end? I can only hope so. because if it is, I think the carnage will be incredible, the wiskey will flow like water and girls will all think I am harmless.
But me and my jackass ideas.
I finally turned my roomate into an openly hostile person. I knew she had it in her. Apparently we were supposed to...
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But me and my jackass ideas.
I finally turned my roomate into an openly hostile person. I knew she had it in her. Apparently we were supposed to...
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Later into the night it seems to go. The rain is pounding, but it can not get in, at least for now. Fuck the holidays, fuck the new year. I already forgot the past, So, how can it get any worse, is it that we are just a small animal collective, waiting. Drivers on the long road to nowhere, yet still have managed to get...
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Apparently it is my dark side that appeals to those silly evil girlse. Can I really be that evil? Isn't it just a concep? Self defeating, I guess that is what it is and how it will be. Actions, response. It all goes as a forward motion. LIfe or something like that. I am not sure what is really better, To be what you are...
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Green, But all I see is red, or is it pink. The quickest death to another day, well that never comes fast enough. I write and I move, a slovenly asshole who just got a hair cut.. Wrecklessly the mad man who conitnues to drive without any regard for law, insurance, sobriety and all that other meaningless stuff others so dutifully allow.
Not me, I...
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Not me, I...
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hazelscum134:
god you make mylife look so normal. glad to see cali is looking alittle better! all is well in the north, when do you fly in?