wingzephyr

I have come to realize just how long i have been away from New Orleans. this year will be the first time i have celebrated the thanksgiving, xmas, and new years hat trick with my family since 2005. I've been so preoccupied with finding a job i never stopped to think about it. leave it to my mother to point out little nuances like that....
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My dizzy spells seem to be getting worse. i never mentioned them before, but today i literally fell on my ass when i woke up to check on the sounds of someone entering my house. Thankfully it was my grandmother. Had it been someone breaking in i would have been SoL, lucky them huh lol. I should probably have this looked into.

On a more...
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well i spoke with my ex again today. I found out that my suspicions were correct about several things. things about me and about her. breakups are often considered a bad thing, but knowing what i know now it is even clearer that we did the right thing by separating. It still brings up minor questions still but those are of zero consequence.

what is...
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the past is an interesting thing. to cut it off or not to. the past is the foundation of our future, bot hthe good and the bad.

on another note it looks like i'll be getting the job at the oyster bar, but there's this one little catch. the job is full time, not part time like i believed. the reason its a catch is...
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had a fun weekend. last time i visited my best friend we had a rather boring time. not much to do last week. but we had fun visiting an art fair and saw that new movie "RED" with her family. if you liked the A-Team movie you'll like "RED". funny one liners mixed in with fun action scenes.

My girlfriend let slip that she is...
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I have a job interview at 10am on tuesday.

i'm very surprised to have been contacted so quickly after applying online. this is actually the first place to reply to me at all. its in a restaurant, a venue i've been looking to avoid. but i'm sick of sitting at home doing nothing. gotta do what you gotta do. the sooner i get a steady...
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I had a dream last night that i was walking around a mall of sorts with my girl, although i looked like the Aquarium of the Americas where i used to work, and was regularly harassed by a group of punks. during the course of the dream i subdued one or two of them quietly, but while in front of a Hagen Daz three or...
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"I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself including the things you might be ashamed of love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone,...
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its strange really. i wish i had jack sparrow's unique compass right about now.

do i know what i want? yes.
do i know how to get it? no

i'm sitting here typing this knowing full well it too will be ignored by all save one. honestly i don't really know what the matter is. i sometimes feel like a part of myself is dying....
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Very happy weekend for me. My tattooedbella once again has a job that she enjoys. After the complete BS she had to endure at her last job this one is a welcome change. i'm so happy for her.

Spent the weekend with my best friend Melissa and went trick or treating with our friend and her 7 month old son. Pretty nice evening. but our...
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I have the most amazing girlfriend in the universe. we've been chit chatting over MSN for the last several hours and the smile has not once left my face. A rare thing indeed to have a connection so tangible despite the distance between us. She is the answer to my downness and the antidote to any bad mood that poisons my day.

I you Tattooedbella.

i do not move through life in a traditional manner. as far back as i can remember i have carried out my day to day goings on in a non traditional manner. people watch the things i do and don't understand them. but i do. my actions seems careless, uncoordinated, and to many just plain dumb, yes i always land on my feet.

Part of...
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