An aging Bostonian recluse... sounds pretty good
This is the strangest feeling in the world... I just wish it would come to me during the day, instead of at night, when it forms a coalition with caffeine to keep me awake. The clash of feelings, really... two pressure systems ramming into one another, causing awesome storms...
Incredible pain, remorse, regret, nostalgia, heartache, heartbreak... all that...
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This is the strangest feeling in the world... I just wish it would come to me during the day, instead of at night, when it forms a coalition with caffeine to keep me awake. The clash of feelings, really... two pressure systems ramming into one another, causing awesome storms...
Incredible pain, remorse, regret, nostalgia, heartache, heartbreak... all that...
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I'm listening to motherfucking ELO, shitbitches.
And thus ends the romance.
*sigh*
We'll see which happens first... total collapse and depression, or mindless casual sexfest.
*sigh*
We'll see which happens first... total collapse and depression, or mindless casual sexfest.
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hellocentral:
those chads can be a bitch. i suggest ditching the whole thing and just being happy. you know how? go buy some really colorful socks. that works for me. 
kesey:
Relationships are over-rated anyway. Sexfest is certainly a better aproach than depression, however. Hope it all doesn't hurt that bad.
I've had enough time to stop letting my romantics run my life, and despite my current distaste for practicality and my burning desire to say "fuck reason" and do something absolutely fucking insane, it at least warrants a moment of thought.
I love her. I am deeply, desperately, hopelessly in love with her. No, I will never get over her. yes, she will always be...
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I love her. I am deeply, desperately, hopelessly in love with her. No, I will never get over her. yes, she will always be...
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theangus:
is that shirt on your prof pic real?? if so, where can I get one??? it's fucking hilarious.
theangus:
damn that sucks, I'm working for CBGBs over the summer, and I wanted to walk in with that shirt on. 
Let's do a timeline...
That'll put things into perspective...
Last Sunday: I act like a dick around my girlfriend, feeling like she's not paying attention to me. I go back that night to apologize, and come to find out that we have more problems than it seems. We decide to stay together and work through them, and I come back later that night and spend...
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That'll put things into perspective...
Last Sunday: I act like a dick around my girlfriend, feeling like she's not paying attention to me. I go back that night to apologize, and come to find out that we have more problems than it seems. We decide to stay together and work through them, and I come back later that night and spend...
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acetracer:
That profile pic rocks 
hotcurry:
aw, thanks for the nod in the am I cute thread. 
Know what my kitchen needs? Magnetic fucking letters on the fridge.
But not the neon plastic kind. Designer, stainless steel ones. Or Helvetica.
But not the neon plastic kind. Designer, stainless steel ones. Or Helvetica.
smuffy:
You are so posh.
I keep a journal elsewhere, but I think I'll just start copying my entries here... maybe to get feedback from a different community, if anything.
Talked with my Girlfriend for along time tonight. She's a staunch presbyterian, and I'm just a Christian. I don't go to church, nor do I subscribe to any denomination. I am, plainly and simply, a Christian. Which makes me really...
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Talked with my Girlfriend for along time tonight. She's a staunch presbyterian, and I'm just a Christian. I don't go to church, nor do I subscribe to any denomination. I am, plainly and simply, a Christian. Which makes me really...
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smuffy:
I love it when you talk dirty.
OK I got serious for a mo and actually read your entry.
I'm a Catholic myself and I've come to the conmclusion that there are two things you can do. You can either 1) have a relationship with God or 2) have a relationship with Church.
I don't really have a strong relationship with either but it's my understanding that it's the church that teaches people to feel guilty for one or more of the "sins" described in the Bible. I'm really not sure what God wants, nor do I think I care. I'm happy with myself.
Stay introspective brotha!
OK I got serious for a mo and actually read your entry.
I'm a Catholic myself and I've come to the conmclusion that there are two things you can do. You can either 1) have a relationship with God or 2) have a relationship with Church.
I don't really have a strong relationship with either but it's my understanding that it's the church that teaches people to feel guilty for one or more of the "sins" described in the Bible. I'm really not sure what God wants, nor do I think I care. I'm happy with myself.
Stay introspective brotha!
johnny_fantastic:
there was this book I had to read in college... it was called "Abusing Science" by Philip Kitcher - one of the best fictional books I have had to read ever.... it gets kinda deep into biology, philosophy, science, and religion - some might say its pro athiest (its more pro Darwin) - we could only take this after taking an intro to philosophy or philosphy of religion class -
anyway, its a great book - check it out on amazon...
anyway, its a great book - check it out on amazon...
Just so the peoples know, I keeps a journal elsewhere. It's on me website. Have a look, would you? I guarantee the content therein is better than 99% of the excrement on the inter-nerd.
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hack:
Pipe smoker, huh. Well hello. Cigars too? What tobacco do you use? Cigarettes are the Thunderbird of tobacco, strictly for them that NEEDS it.
Cheers.
Cheers.