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i like a girl.



i broke up with my girlfriend. it's been kind of weird but good, it's really good. i am a lot happier. i have been a bit nostalgic sometimes but it's okay.

it always happens like this though. i never really want to date anyone. i'm never looking for someone to fill my time i always just find them by accident. it just happens. i am happy and filled with life though. i have barely slept in a week. i've been late for work, cuddling, kissing, bike rides all across the city! water parks, bike racing, hot chocolate, the ocean, skinny dipping, french fries, fireworks, crowds, quiet, raccoons, skunks, stars, firetrucks, friends, walking, parties, cocktails, pride!, chocolate bars, slight sleeps.

i am filled with energy and excitement when i'm with her. i'm meeting her in an hour so we can ride over the lions gate together. she lives on the other side of the inlet.

this is most likely why i haven't been here a lot, at least not for long just to quickly read messages. if i have not replied i'm sorry. i'm getting to it.

anyway, time to eat, get dressed and go!