Yeah, I know I haven't been around for a while.
It's been a bit mental lately to say the least.
Nothing much has changed since my last blog, I'm still finding everything with Alex really hard to deal with... Actually, more so this week. He moved out of our old place and into a new flat with one of his mates. And it just hit... Read More
I know that you don't believe it, neither did I, but you will be ok. With or without him. It would be nice if he came back and everything was ok (just like it would be nice if I could forget and look at her without imagining what happened) but you are so much more than one half of a couple. One day, you'll realise how strong you are and you'll be proud that you came through it.
I'm here if you need to talk about it. Or anything else.
I've realised a few things lately...
I'm too nice to people because I crave their attention.
I let people walk all over me and take advantage of me because I'd rather have shit friends than no friends at all.
I decided that's going to change.
I'm cutting a whole lot of people out of my life, because I don't need... Read More
Thanks for all the comments and messages, I'm slowly working my way through them at the moment now I'm feeling like my head's screwed on a (little) bit better...
I'm not killing myself.
But only because of my mum's reaction.
I couldn't do that to my family.
No matter how bad I think my life is, it wouln't be anywhere near as awful as... Read More
Btw i just read your last and most recent blog posts and i have a good idea where you're coming from so if you ever need to chat like wing me a message or whatever
Xx
First off, thank you so much to everyone that commented my last blog. You're all so sweet. Things just got to me the other night, I was angry and upset and depressed and jealous and horrified all at the same time. And yes, it was over my ex. I really really miss him. I don't know what to do anymore, things are pretty difficult right... Read More
Wow, everyone's been soooo sweet to me since I returned, it's so nice being back!
For anyone that hasn't checked them out yet (and why fucking not?!), I have a new set of photos I took on Bank Holiday Monday, just me arsing about with a camera, nothing special.
But I'd appreciate some comments, constructive criticism is also appreciated!
Yup, it's Spider.
Or Wilona as I now like to be called.
I should probably explain why I've been absent for so long...
Basically, I've been having a really rough few months, breaking up with my long-term boyfriend, moving back into my parents house, looking for a new job, spiralling back into depression, all sorts of shit.
I've just had to... Read More
Hey.
I just wanted to apologise to everyone for not really being around very much.
Things are just a bit messed up at the moment.
I'm unemployed, dossing around and partying mostly.
My family act like they're ashamed of me.
Everyone wants to have a little dig at me, everyone wants to tell me what to do and how I should be.
I'm fucking sick... Read More
I know that you don't believe it, neither did I, but you will be ok. With or without him. It would be nice if he came back and everything was ok (just like it would be nice if I could forget and look at her without imagining what happened) but you are so much more than one half of a couple. One day, you'll realise how strong you are and you'll be proud that you came through it.
I'm here if you need to talk about it. Or anything else.