I first of all wanted to say thank you to everyone for your birthday wishes and wonderful comments 
For anyone that's interested, my birthday was alright.
Nothing special.
I guess I'm getting too old or something.
Anyway.
Saturday was my birthday night out, and guess how many people turned up?
Three.
Two of whom left to go to another club an hour or so into...
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For anyone that's interested, my birthday was alright.
Nothing special.
I guess I'm getting too old or something.
Anyway.
Saturday was my birthday night out, and guess how many people turned up?
Three.
Two of whom left to go to another club an hour or so into...
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viking:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. that pumpkin is amazing
waterfordman:
Happy Belated Birthday , a very cool cake.
It's been a while since I blogged.
I'm so behind!
I have actually been quite a busy bee.
Since September I have been working full time in the office, taking a maths degree from home and tutoring A Level maths once a week.
And fuck me it's a lot of work.
I'm already really behind on everything but fuck it, I love being busy.
And...
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I'm so behind!
I have actually been quite a busy bee.
Since September I have been working full time in the office, taking a maths degree from home and tutoring A Level maths once a week.
And fuck me it's a lot of work.
I'm already really behind on everything but fuck it, I love being busy.
And...
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mat8drb:
BIRTHDAY! Happy! Have a good one!
Did you go to wok yesterday?
Did you go to wok yesterday?
ortus:
Happy Birthday for the squillionth time you crazy lady.
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snowy:
I just added you as a friend.
I can't believe you weren't a friend before
TEAM CHAT <3
x
I can't believe you weren't a friend before
TEAM CHAT <3
x
snowy:
Wow, I didn't realise just how much of FITTIE you are! I mean, yeah! Live webcam feed = awesome but like, WOAH! 
Okay! Back to work I go! Chat to you later, m'love <3
xx
Okay! Back to work I go! Chat to you later, m'love <3
xx
Why hello boys and girls!
I haven't written a proper blog in a while so here goes.
I'm feeling a lot better than I was in my last cry-baby whine-fest of a blog.
Things with the ex are improving. Well, we had a massive argument and I told him I never wanted to see him again. But I thought that was a bit harsh and...
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I haven't written a proper blog in a while so here goes.
I'm feeling a lot better than I was in my last cry-baby whine-fest of a blog.
Things with the ex are improving. Well, we had a massive argument and I told him I never wanted to see him again. But I thought that was a bit harsh and...
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ron4164:
Hmm...that Mighty Boosh thing must be real big over there.
I just saw the Old Gregg stuff around here somewhere.
It is hilarious!
Hope you win the interview sweetie. That would be awesome!
I saw you went to a tattoo con. Hope you had a lot of fun with the girls there.
Have a great week ok.
I just saw the Old Gregg stuff around here somewhere.
It is hilarious!
Hope you win the interview sweetie. That would be awesome!
I saw you went to a tattoo con. Hope you had a lot of fun with the girls there.
Have a great week ok.
necros:
hey dude, just read your post on SGUK. I have had similar experiences with this happening 
its not easy man. if you need to chat im usually here i nkow you probably have like an army of people you talk to already, but if they're all busy im here
much love x
its not easy man. if you need to chat im usually here i nkow you probably have like an army of people you talk to already, but if they're all busy im here
much love x
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metzger61531:
Have you had any success in kidnapping him?
puff:
bah humbug!
Okay, so I thought I'd take the time to explain what last night's incredibly vague blog was about...
The last couple weeks have been shit. Complete shit, to be totally honest with you. I'm having a really hard time coming off my anti-depressants, but I just want to know that I've tried. I don't want to be on them forever. Since coming off them, I've...
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The last couple weeks have been shit. Complete shit, to be totally honest with you. I'm having a really hard time coming off my anti-depressants, but I just want to know that I've tried. I don't want to be on them forever. Since coming off them, I've...
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deadbodyparade:
It's hard walking away from long term relationships regardless of how they ended up.
I think most everyone here understands what you're talking about and has been through something similar.
I'd like to say bad things about him, but I don't know him or your situation first hand, so I'll just leave it at you guys don't seem to be well suited anymore, and moving on is probably the healthiest thing for you both.
As for the antidepressants...
Keep on them as long as you need. Before you can stop something like that, you really need to be in a stable place in life, but if things are still in disarray and you remove what's keeping you sane, things just seem that much worse.
I've just stopped taking medication for a panic disorder and depression because time and therapy have put me in a place I want to be and where I'm happy, and it's all working out right now.
That being said, I was on the meds for 5 years prior to this, and needed them just to leave the house most days.
There's no shame in keeping on the meds until you find something in your life or a new way of thinking that can replace their function.
Hell, there's no shame in staying on them for the rest of your life if you need them. There's people in my family that have been on a whole slew of antidepressants for the past 30 years, and they're not stopping any time soon.
Life is hard and nature didn't equip us all with adequate coping mechanisms, so those of the chemical variety are just fine with me.
I think most everyone here understands what you're talking about and has been through something similar.
I'd like to say bad things about him, but I don't know him or your situation first hand, so I'll just leave it at you guys don't seem to be well suited anymore, and moving on is probably the healthiest thing for you both.
As for the antidepressants...
Keep on them as long as you need. Before you can stop something like that, you really need to be in a stable place in life, but if things are still in disarray and you remove what's keeping you sane, things just seem that much worse.
I've just stopped taking medication for a panic disorder and depression because time and therapy have put me in a place I want to be and where I'm happy, and it's all working out right now.
That being said, I was on the meds for 5 years prior to this, and needed them just to leave the house most days.
There's no shame in keeping on the meds until you find something in your life or a new way of thinking that can replace their function.
Hell, there's no shame in staying on them for the rest of your life if you need them. There's people in my family that have been on a whole slew of antidepressants for the past 30 years, and they're not stopping any time soon.
Life is hard and nature didn't equip us all with adequate coping mechanisms, so those of the chemical variety are just fine with me.
hypersage:
What you did can be gotten over, I am doing it right now. It hurts and does change people but that's no excuse for him.
Whoever did wrong, whoever is being cruel, it sounds like you two just need to get away from each other. If he could forgive you enough to be your friend then he can forgive you enough to be together, it just sounds like he can't.
Don't hang around to let him deal out cruel punishment. You deserve to be happy too.
Whoever did wrong, whoever is being cruel, it sounds like you two just need to get away from each other. If he could forgive you enough to be your friend then he can forgive you enough to be together, it just sounds like he can't.
Don't hang around to let him deal out cruel punishment. You deserve to be happy too.
I think I just got it.
I think it finally hit me.
I think...
I think this might be it.
I think it finally hit me.
I think...
I think this might be it.
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aesirr:
Intensely curious now, hope things are going ok.
Hello boys and girls
Not really quite sure what to write today but I'll have a go since it's been a little while since I blogged.
Remember how I was saying I'm giving up on Alex, moving on and all that jazz?
Isn't it funny as soon as I mentioned that I'm refusing to chase him anymore, he freaks out, starts asking a whole load...
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Not really quite sure what to write today but I'll have a go since it's been a little while since I blogged.
Remember how I was saying I'm giving up on Alex, moving on and all that jazz?
Isn't it funny as soon as I mentioned that I'm refusing to chase him anymore, he freaks out, starts asking a whole load...
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agata:
ahhh yes, us boys are a pain in the ass
bird:
your cute!
your cute!
First things first.
The boy. You know who I'm talking about. I need to get this out because it's doing my head in. And I know you guys will listen.
I found these lyrics when I was tidying my room today...
As far as lyrics go, they're complete shite, but they made things a little bit clearer for me.
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I don't believe you anymore...
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The boy. You know who I'm talking about. I need to get this out because it's doing my head in. And I know you guys will listen.
I found these lyrics when I was tidying my room today...
As far as lyrics go, they're complete shite, but they made things a little bit clearer for me.
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I don't believe you anymore...
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vermin:
Honeybunnysexface I'm so happy you've got your head together! And GOD you look hot with your tongue pierced, how was it? I wish i wasn't still thinking about it but I aaaam >_<
LOVE YOU xxxxxx
LOVE YOU xxxxxx
miro:
you smell of a willy penetrating a bum 
x x x
x x x
Keep it in mind always.