wilona

I've been trying to think of the right words for days, but I just haven't been able to get anything down.

I'm having a meltdown, basically.

I feel broken, lost and alone.
I look in the mirror every day and I'm sickened by my reflection.
I feel like a total waste of space.
I have nothing to offer anyone.

All I've been doing the last few weeks is hiding in my room, comparing myself to everyone around me and thinking about all the things I am not / don't have / will never be.

I don't have the strength to deal with anything right now.

My life is a piss-take.
And I can't be fucked with any of it anymore.

Screw it.