wilona

First off, thank you so much to everyone that commented my last blog. You're all so sweet. Things just got to me the other night, I was angry and upset and depressed and jealous and horrified all at the same time. And yes, it was over my ex. I really really miss him. I don't know what to do anymore, things are pretty difficult right now. I cut that night too, and I know many of you are gonna be disappointed in me I went to the doctors the morning after and asked to go back on my meds though, I don't wanna go back down that road again. So please don't worry about me. I'll be okay in the end, even if I have to live on happy pills the rest of my life. I refuse to let this ruin me.

Maybe people think I get a bit too personal in my blogs, but you know what? I don't care. Because I know that I won't be judged here. And it helps to vent.

The other night I posted those lyrics on my Facebook, and the girl that used to bully me in sixth form posted a comment on it simply saying "LOL". People don't fucking change. I'm so tired of having the piss taken out of me.

In other news, someone I thought was a good friend betrayed me today. I told them something in confidence and they went blabbing to the one person I didn't want it to get back to... The one person she KNEW I didn't want her to speak to it about. I am so riduculously angry and upset. The person she blabbed to - I may lose him as a friend because of this.

Why does everyone in my life fuck me over?!?!?!!!



Okay, rant over. Now for some more cheery blogging.

Remember I mentioned seeing MyIQ in Brighton the other week? I only managed to track down a couple of photos, but hey, you can see them if you want. How fucking pale do I look?! Lol.




And now for some pictures of one of the best nights of my life... Partying with Zebrahead in Newcastle on their tour bus, plus all the usual pre-gig pictures :p And yes, I was fucking wasted. What do you expect when there's free beer and hot band members around?! Haha.











Fucking brilliant night. Seeing the lads again on Thursday night in Brighton, teehee, YAAY!

Also saw Fightstar live for the first time on Thursday night. They are just brilliant. Fan-fucking-tastic. I get a lot of stick for liking Fightstar, but I really don't care. They write amazing songs and they are one of the best live bands I've ever seen. You know you've done good at a gig when people come up to you at the train station after and comment on being one of the only girls in the mosh pit and congratulate you for being so fucking crazy.

Bit bruised though, bit bruised.

So yeah, that's me done blogging for tonight... That was a long 'un! :p
Big love to you all xxxx
-Wilona cuddles-

P.S. You really should comment on this set cuz it's absolutely beautiful. Show your support.



OH AND OMG I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED TODAY!!!