Hello boys and girls
Yup, it's Spider.
Or Wilona as I now like to be called.
I should probably explain why I've been absent for so long...
Basically, I've been having a really rough few months, breaking up with my long-term boyfriend, moving back into my parents house, looking for a new job, spiralling back into depression, all sorts of shit.
I've just had to concentrate on getting my life back on track before I could even think about anything else.
I'm still not totally happy but I'm working on it, things are still a bit messed up right now but I'm doing my best to stay positive and see the change as a good thing.
But I'm back, and hopefully I'll be shooting something soon so keep your eyes peeled!
I also just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the kind comments on my last blog, and for everyone that has messaged me wondering where I am and how I am. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it. I will endeavour to message everyone back over the next few days, you guys are awesome and you deserve so much better than my selfish unresponsive self.
Here's to the future, anyway.
Cheers
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![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
Yup, it's Spider.
Or Wilona as I now like to be called.
I should probably explain why I've been absent for so long...
Basically, I've been having a really rough few months, breaking up with my long-term boyfriend, moving back into my parents house, looking for a new job, spiralling back into depression, all sorts of shit.
I've just had to concentrate on getting my life back on track before I could even think about anything else.
I'm still not totally happy but I'm working on it, things are still a bit messed up right now but I'm doing my best to stay positive and see the change as a good thing.
But I'm back, and hopefully I'll be shooting something soon so keep your eyes peeled!
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
I also just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the kind comments on my last blog, and for everyone that has messaged me wondering where I am and how I am. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it. I will endeavour to message everyone back over the next few days, you guys are awesome and you deserve so much better than my selfish unresponsive self.
Here's to the future, anyway.
Cheers
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
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NO ITS MINE.
Ahh now i want another pizza damn you.
I have a dip left maybe i could recreate the essence somehow?