Wednesday Feb 27, 2008

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Short blog post today, I'm afraid.

Just over 2 years and 2 months.
And it's over.
For the moment, at least.



I'm back at my mum's for the meantime.
I feel like complete and utter shit.

I'm back at work, trying to put on my bravest face.
Trying not to let things get to me.

The stupid bus drives past the place where we first met.
So I was in tears on the bus this morning.

He wanted me to give up SG, he wanted me to stop talking to some of my friends, he wanted control and I wouldn't let him have it.
He says I broke his heart.
He says he wants to die.

I feel so terrible frown
I'm not a bad person, I'm really not.

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thehiddenword:
You are most definitely not a bad person. No one should try to control what you want to do, what friends you see or talk to. You need to be yourself... A mature person would recognize that and let you grow and be who you are without trying to control you.

Stay strong and know that there are people all over the world that love you and care for you.

Hugs,

THW
souspire:
I am terribly sorry to see you are going through a tough time. Believe me, you will heal and gain the perspective to make you feel strong again.

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