Thank you to everyone for the sweet comments on my blog yesterday.
I guess the truth's out now - I'm an emo twat.
I'm just going through a hard time at the moment.
Depression isn't fun, especially not with relationship troubles on top of it.
But I guess whatever happens, happens.
I'm not forcing myself to make any decisions.
When the time is right to make it, I'll know.
For now I really need to concentrate on myself and my happiness.
I know that as long as I have decent people in my life, there's hope.
On a happier note, I got a job interview to work with cancer patients as a healthcare assistant, helping run the clinics and monitoring people and stuff, so I'm really excited about that =)
I really want to help people.
And I'm going to be doing a practice shoot in the next couple of weeks which I'm not submitting but you shall be able to see in the near future =)
Much love
Spider
xxx
I guess the truth's out now - I'm an emo twat.
I'm just going through a hard time at the moment.
Depression isn't fun, especially not with relationship troubles on top of it.
But I guess whatever happens, happens.
I'm not forcing myself to make any decisions.
When the time is right to make it, I'll know.
For now I really need to concentrate on myself and my happiness.
I know that as long as I have decent people in my life, there's hope.
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On a happier note, I got a job interview to work with cancer patients as a healthcare assistant, helping run the clinics and monitoring people and stuff, so I'm really excited about that =)
I really want to help people.
And I'm going to be doing a practice shoot in the next couple of weeks which I'm not submitting but you shall be able to see in the near future =)
Much love
Spider
xxx
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I just caught sight of the latest picture you uploaded (you, nude, in a room etc.), and I can use only one phrase to describe you...
In-fucking-credible.
You make me wish a) I lived in England b) you were single c) I had any ability to attract women.
Damn. You're just a treat for the eyes, my dear.
When you become a SG (which, if you submit a set, I believe is an inevitibility), you're going right into my Favourites list.