Man just when I think things can't get any worst they do. They make me realize my problems right now aren't as bad as others. And I don't know why I keep getting dragged into them, but I guess that is just part of being a friend sometimes don't know. 
1st friend not so bad situation, she is about to break up or already has, with her boyfriend. And she just texts me at like 2:30 in the morning saying she is bored and wants to hang out and mentions she is a little tipsy. And at the time i didn't know that everything has became so serious. So I was like were is "I dont won't to say names" your boyfriend and she said that he is hanging out with his ex girlfriend. then I was like how do you know that? and she replied that she isnt as dumb as everyone thinks she is. And her boyfriend and I are friends and that shit was just to weird sounding for me to come over. I just didnt want anything to look suspicious because me and her has hooked up in the past and we are just friends now and that is all I won't. But she might have just wanted someone to talk to but I don't know. But any ways to the more crazy shit. Last night I get another late fucking call. Like I don't ever sleep. But I was up for some crack headed reason. Damn free music keeps me up. hahaha... Anyways I get a call at like around 5:30 IN THE MORNING. And my friend is just crying on the phone and I'm trying to figure out what the hell is wrong and she said she can't find her keys because her boyfriend threw them, and that they got in a fight. literally 
. And that she is sitting outside and that he had left her and went up stairs. So she was afraid to go back home and asked me if I would come pick her up. I get there and she is sitting on the curb with a busted nose dripping all down her face and crying. And I'm like shit this sucks because I didnt think it was as bad as she made it and plus I really didnt know what to say to her or what to do. So I take her back to my house and clean her all up and she just sat there and stared in space for awhile. I hate this kind of shit because I just cant really express emotions well or know what to say but I always seem to be in them. So I held her and she just started balling. After that I was like man I have to smoke a blunt because all of this shit has done ruined my high and plus maybe it will make you feel better. She took a couple of puffes and was done then started to explain to me what has happened. She told me how they were at a friends and he was flirting with her friends and that she over heard him tell one of them to let him sleep with them. Ok against his defense all of our group is weird and we cut up sometimes like that and he usually is a real nice guy I never would have expected any of this. I really consider him a good friend and now I kind of lost respect for him. But anyways they get back to the house and she explains how he makes her feel like shit and so on.... They get back to the apartments they get out and still are argueing she said he wouldnt say anything. But have a little grin on his face and saying that he always has that look. He said she was over reacting and a few more words go and she slaps him. Then they started fighting. He busts her nose and throws her down and kicks her. This is all what she explains. And I don't know what he looks like. But anyways she knew that she shouldnt have slapped him but she just said that she was so pissed. And me still don't know what to say or do. shits crazy. I told her It wasnt her fault but she shouldnt have slapped him either. Not saying that gave him a reason because to me that shit just isnt cool to hit a girl. Now grab her and shake the shit out of her maybe. 
jk. But she ended up crashing hear. And in the morning she wanted me too take her back home so that she could go to work and I asked her if she would be alright and she said yea. So I took her home. And that's it. Fun three days huh!!! I hate drama. yea and I suck at spelling and grammer plus im too lazy to go bck and correct things I did at the beginning then got lazy towards the end. hahaha
1st friend not so bad situation, she is about to break up or already has, with her boyfriend. And she just texts me at like 2:30 in the morning saying she is bored and wants to hang out and mentions she is a little tipsy. And at the time i didn't know that everything has became so serious. So I was like were is "I dont won't to say names" your boyfriend and she said that he is hanging out with his ex girlfriend. then I was like how do you know that? and she replied that she isnt as dumb as everyone thinks she is. And her boyfriend and I are friends and that shit was just to weird sounding for me to come over. I just didnt want anything to look suspicious because me and her has hooked up in the past and we are just friends now and that is all I won't. But she might have just wanted someone to talk to but I don't know. But any ways to the more crazy shit. Last night I get another late fucking call. Like I don't ever sleep. But I was up for some crack headed reason. Damn free music keeps me up. hahaha... Anyways I get a call at like around 5:30 IN THE MORNING. And my friend is just crying on the phone and I'm trying to figure out what the hell is wrong and she said she can't find her keys because her boyfriend threw them, and that they got in a fight. literally . And that she is sitting outside and that he had left her and went up stairs. So she was afraid to go back home and asked me if I would come pick her up. I get there and she is sitting on the curb with a busted nose dripping all down her face and crying. And I'm like shit this sucks because I didnt think it was as bad as she made it and plus I really didnt know what to say to her or what to do. So I take her back to my house and clean her all up and she just sat there and stared in space for awhile. I hate this kind of shit because I just cant really express emotions well or know what to say but I always seem to be in them. So I held her and she just started balling. After that I was like man I have to smoke a blunt because all of this shit has done ruined my high and plus maybe it will make you feel better. She took a couple of puffes and was done then started to explain to me what has happened. She told me how they were at a friends and he was flirting with her friends and that she over heard him tell one of them to let him sleep with them. Ok against his defense all of our group is weird and we cut up sometimes like that and he usually is a real nice guy I never would have expected any of this. I really consider him a good friend and now I kind of lost respect for him. But anyways they get back to the house and she explains how he makes her feel like shit and so on.... They get back to the apartments they get out and still are argueing she said he wouldnt say anything. But have a little grin on his face and saying that he always has that look. He said she was over reacting and a few more words go and she slaps him. Then they started fighting. He busts her nose and throws her down and kicks her. This is all what she explains. And I don't know what he looks like. But anyways she knew that she shouldnt have slapped him but she just said that she was so pissed. And me still don't know what to say or do. shits crazy. I told her It wasnt her fault but she shouldnt have slapped him either. Not saying that gave him a reason because to me that shit just isnt cool to hit a girl. Now grab her and shake the shit out of her maybe. jk. But she ended up crashing hear. And in the morning she wanted me too take her back home so that she could go to work and I asked her if she would be alright and she said yea. So I took her home. And that's it. Fun three days huh!!! I hate drama. yea and I suck at spelling and grammer plus im too lazy to go bck and correct things I did at the beginning then got lazy towards the end. hahaha
Sadly, your sword exhibits only fear. When you counter, it's because you fear being killed. When you attack, you fear killing. And when you try to protect someone, you fear you could let them die. At this point the only thing your sword speaks of is senseless fright. And that's not good. What you do not need in battle is fear. Nothing will come out of it. When you counter, you don't let them cut you. If you protect someone, you don't let them die. When you attack, you kill.
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P.s. Hi new friend lol. I hope you're having a better day now?? I'm not even going to ask you how your week has been. But how are YOU doin?