Alright. I'm writing this on the way home from college, on my phone (it's got a qwerty keyboard on it) and i'm listening to Dio: Greatest Hits on random. It amazes me how someone of his size can have such a powerful voice... Rainbow in the Dark just finished. Wild One. I'm gonna try doing my blogs in real time, see how it goes. It's now 4:28
So last night i went to the first meeting of ireland's first humanist college society! Bout time too. It's only fair to give non-religous types their societies too. Hungry for Heaven. But i can't stop thinking, once more, about the people i see every day. This isn't one of my rants though, don't worry! Think of it more as an abstract view. Detached, if you ken. Dream Evil, 16:36
I've had a few weeks of classes now. And i'm starting to recognize classmates. But still, i wouldn't know how to talk to them. Sure the odd "how's it going?", "not bad" dynamic, but how to break that barrier. The Last in Line, 4:40. At the humanist meeting, this girl sat down beside where i was, and she looked so unbelievably nervous. I went with my sister, so she was on the other side. I tried to say hi, but i couldn't do it. I realised that i have no clue how to do it. That's when the speaker came in, so my thinking was sorta cut short. More than anything, i'd like to know the people i see everyday. Just who they are, what they might like, aspire to. I don't really mind not knowing, i just would like to know. Out of interest. Rock n Roll Children, 4:46.
The other day i found the BCB group. For individuals of my em stature. And it's sort of weird. All day, everyday, men and women are bombarded with images of "beauty", but it's all bullshit. There's no "right" beauty. I also joined PSW too, by the way. Sacred Heart, 16:50. Shit i've to pause. Music and blog. Okay i'm almost upstairs,. Aaaaaand now. 17:04. Unpausing Dio. I'm staring at a blank telly, thinking bout my assignment. I'll put a screenshot later...
Shit. What was i saying? Oh yeah BCB and PSW. It's pretty strange having social pressure replaced with something else. I've always sort of been in the social pressure bracket. Be skinny! Be muscly! Work harder! Don't look at sex! I like to think i'm getting away from that now. Sg has really changed my. Pause. 17:10. Unpause. 17:12. Damn mam giving out about eating too little. What's the big deal. I wasn't hungry. Where... Oh yeah. Sg has had a pretty profound effect. Hide in the Rainbow, 17:13. On my life, even after such a short time! Some people on nere already know me better than even my own family would. It's difficult to talk about stuff with them. If you know what i mean. It's a huge change actually being able to talk about what i really think. My family's not exactly embracing when it comes to sex, or alternative views. Lock up the Wolves, 17:18. They're great, and i love them, but i can't really talk about the stuff i talk about here. Liberating. That's the word i'd use to describe it
What the hell else has happened? Shit, i don't know. I got the game Wet but i'm finishing my assignments before i play it. This week has been brought to me courtesy of Black Dahlia Murder, Dio, Pantera, Van Halen, Static-X, Koh Otani, Nobuo Uematsu, Julie London, Alice in Chains, Dimmu Borgir, amongst other one-song-ers.
Oh yeah, a recent development. I've started to use im again! Don't Talk to Strangers, 17:27. If i'm not on chat you can find me at MSN: imonarollagay888@hotmail.com, AIM: wildseven2009 or facebook chat. Got a new app for my phone that combines them all into one! I'd be happy to hear from anyone
Last thing, i joined Sg Ireland too. It's cool talking to irish sg members! Home field advantage type thing. WOW! Dio's voice still astounds me! Evil Eyes, 17:32.
There's a dog barking outside my window. Annoying, furry, adorable bastard
Last, last thing. I found out that my sister's organising a trip to Manchester, for my 21st birthday, she's dubbed it "Mad"chester. It'll be on the october bank holiday. Second weekend in october. We Rock, 17:35. From friday til sunday. I hope it works out. It could be brilliant!! Assuming everything works out. This is where my pessimism rears it's ugly head. That's me for this travel/phone blog! I'll upload pics when i get to my computer. 17:39, end of album. Damn! That's twice now blogs have ended as the album listened ends. Freaky... Now back to my pde's assignment...
1.
my sister's cat looking like something from a Clive Barker film
2. my computer lab Fedora desktop
i might upload a few videos of the awesome Galway street band i saw covering thin lizzy and other songs. and the pyromaniacs performing beside them. i found out that my phone has a kickass video recorder. audio is crystal too. peace out y'all
So last night i went to the first meeting of ireland's first humanist college society! Bout time too. It's only fair to give non-religous types their societies too. Hungry for Heaven. But i can't stop thinking, once more, about the people i see every day. This isn't one of my rants though, don't worry! Think of it more as an abstract view. Detached, if you ken. Dream Evil, 16:36
I've had a few weeks of classes now. And i'm starting to recognize classmates. But still, i wouldn't know how to talk to them. Sure the odd "how's it going?", "not bad" dynamic, but how to break that barrier. The Last in Line, 4:40. At the humanist meeting, this girl sat down beside where i was, and she looked so unbelievably nervous. I went with my sister, so she was on the other side. I tried to say hi, but i couldn't do it. I realised that i have no clue how to do it. That's when the speaker came in, so my thinking was sorta cut short. More than anything, i'd like to know the people i see everyday. Just who they are, what they might like, aspire to. I don't really mind not knowing, i just would like to know. Out of interest. Rock n Roll Children, 4:46.
The other day i found the BCB group. For individuals of my em stature. And it's sort of weird. All day, everyday, men and women are bombarded with images of "beauty", but it's all bullshit. There's no "right" beauty. I also joined PSW too, by the way. Sacred Heart, 16:50. Shit i've to pause. Music and blog. Okay i'm almost upstairs,. Aaaaaand now. 17:04. Unpausing Dio. I'm staring at a blank telly, thinking bout my assignment. I'll put a screenshot later...
Shit. What was i saying? Oh yeah BCB and PSW. It's pretty strange having social pressure replaced with something else. I've always sort of been in the social pressure bracket. Be skinny! Be muscly! Work harder! Don't look at sex! I like to think i'm getting away from that now. Sg has really changed my. Pause. 17:10. Unpause. 17:12. Damn mam giving out about eating too little. What's the big deal. I wasn't hungry. Where... Oh yeah. Sg has had a pretty profound effect. Hide in the Rainbow, 17:13. On my life, even after such a short time! Some people on nere already know me better than even my own family would. It's difficult to talk about stuff with them. If you know what i mean. It's a huge change actually being able to talk about what i really think. My family's not exactly embracing when it comes to sex, or alternative views. Lock up the Wolves, 17:18. They're great, and i love them, but i can't really talk about the stuff i talk about here. Liberating. That's the word i'd use to describe it
What the hell else has happened? Shit, i don't know. I got the game Wet but i'm finishing my assignments before i play it. This week has been brought to me courtesy of Black Dahlia Murder, Dio, Pantera, Van Halen, Static-X, Koh Otani, Nobuo Uematsu, Julie London, Alice in Chains, Dimmu Borgir, amongst other one-song-ers.
Oh yeah, a recent development. I've started to use im again! Don't Talk to Strangers, 17:27. If i'm not on chat you can find me at MSN: imonarollagay888@hotmail.com, AIM: wildseven2009 or facebook chat. Got a new app for my phone that combines them all into one! I'd be happy to hear from anyone
Last thing, i joined Sg Ireland too. It's cool talking to irish sg members! Home field advantage type thing. WOW! Dio's voice still astounds me! Evil Eyes, 17:32.
There's a dog barking outside my window. Annoying, furry, adorable bastard
Last, last thing. I found out that my sister's organising a trip to Manchester, for my 21st birthday, she's dubbed it "Mad"chester. It'll be on the october bank holiday. Second weekend in october. We Rock, 17:35. From friday til sunday. I hope it works out. It could be brilliant!! Assuming everything works out. This is where my pessimism rears it's ugly head. That's me for this travel/phone blog! I'll upload pics when i get to my computer. 17:39, end of album. Damn! That's twice now blogs have ended as the album listened ends. Freaky... Now back to my pde's assignment...
1.
my sister's cat looking like something from a Clive Barker film2.
my computer lab Fedora desktopi might upload a few videos of the awesome Galway street band i saw covering thin lizzy and other songs. and the pyromaniacs performing beside them. i found out that my phone has a kickass video recorder. audio is crystal too. peace out y'all
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i've just finished catching up on all your past few blogs, not one to miss a WildSeven blog! You truly are my most favourite blogger on here, you spout out everything others don't have the balls to spout out. I really liked your Sep 18 blog, you shouldn't feel like you shouldn't be writing stuff like that. Actually I've been there myself, used to feel so much anger like you'd never believe. It's like there a great ball of white hot anger and every little angry gesture you make loosens it slightly but it's not enough. You probably have more strength than I do though, for me these litle gestures weren't enough and so I'd have to totally lash out and destroy stuff, smash stuff up and even people (others, but alas more often myself) just in order to release a large concentration of the anger. And then it'd go away... but only for a while. And I used to have dreams like yours but luckily i've realised the futility of 'the perfect relationship'. The end of dreams is the worst part and you realise you have to wake up. In my case, that feeling lasted for years
That cat looks like what I think my new kitten will look like when he grows up.
I do all my SG stuff on my Blackberry Curve smartphone, not sure if they are available in Ireland, but it has qwerty too, trying to type on a numbered keypad drives me crazy. What kind of phone do you use?
I'm glad you understood my joke in Insomniacs. The word "stalking" didn't appear to translate, so I wasn't sure if it was the same in both languages or if Google just didn't have it in its database. I tried to put "just joking" or "just kidding," but they didn't appear to translate either.