Thanks a million to everyone lending support over the last two blogs. I've been a bit rude by not replying to loads of comments, and i just wanted to say that they aren't going unnoticed. They've really lightened up the dark times i've been going through lately. Replies aren't coming easy this time. Maybe it's from all the changes, i'm not sure, but i just...
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Short and sweet this time. Sarcastic of course. Downward spiral after the last blog is worse than i thought it would be. I've tried my hand at drawing, poetry and writing and it's all terrible. Hands won't do what my brain wants. I feel like i've been punched in the gut over and over and i've lost my appetite. One meal a day is all...
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repo_man:
I've only known you for a short while and only on this 10" screen, but I can only think that you are a person we need on this planet for awhile longer, so get up. Be.
horror_head:
It'd be a shame to lose you. 
I too, have no anecdotes about any type of sexual encounter, but don't care.
Just remember that you have value and are valued.
I too, have no anecdotes about any type of sexual encounter, but don't care. Just remember that you have value and are valued.
I promised epic and i'm planning on delivering! This is the start of THE blog. At the minute i'm 100% certain that this is my plan! My final, definite course of action. This is the blog explaining everything i've been trying to find for the past while. I think this may even be my life. My existence. What i've been searching for my whole life....
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dioscuri:
Good stuff, hope you get what you want out of it. good luck dude!
me and science never really hit it of to begin with so in my book you've made a good call!
me and science never really hit it of to begin with so in my book you've made a good call!
tadic:
you're living the generation of accomplishment and your going to live the dream...
i remember my last few exams, i walked in completely unprepared and walked out baffled. its funny to this day i still wish i had been more prepared for them.
as for the stress factor your incurring, maybe a lifestyle/work/career change will serve you well and bring out exactly what you want in life but dont rush into anything or out of anything.
I know you dont sound interested in exams but why throw in the towel, you're nearly at the finish line man, kick it up a notch and finish the job; 1st its stop this, then stop that, all it takes is one thing like this to throw you off your game competely. you know you're smart so even if you're gonna quit school or the course at least go out on your best.
I wonder now about your change, is it just a phase? how long will it last? will you look back with regret in a month or a year or longer?
If its for good and i hope it is then Good luck and godspeed
i remember my last few exams, i walked in completely unprepared and walked out baffled. its funny to this day i still wish i had been more prepared for them.
as for the stress factor your incurring, maybe a lifestyle/work/career change will serve you well and bring out exactly what you want in life but dont rush into anything or out of anything.
I know you dont sound interested in exams but why throw in the towel, you're nearly at the finish line man, kick it up a notch and finish the job; 1st its stop this, then stop that, all it takes is one thing like this to throw you off your game competely. you know you're smart so even if you're gonna quit school or the course at least go out on your best.
I wonder now about your change, is it just a phase? how long will it last? will you look back with regret in a month or a year or longer?
If its for good and i hope it is then Good luck and godspeed
It. I've found it. This is it. The big thing. THE it. The it to end all it's. My super-mega-epic uber-blog is under construction. I mean THE blog to end all blogs. Coming soon... I'm talking "That's no moon..." epic. It'll be the longest one ever
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tadic:
i didn't think the legend was true
scientistofsleep:
...its pretty epic, i think i need to make a cup of tea andmaybe indulge in a chocolate bar before diving into it
Ok folks. It's that time again. Except this time it'll be an actual blog instead of a list of random shit i hate. I don't have a lot to say though, so it's gonna be short. I'm sick of being single and alone. If i don't do something soon i'm afraid i'll slide even further into the abyss of solitude and this time it'll be...
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angad19:
Do some people crush harder than others?
Yeah, I think this is possible. Some people just don't give in to their crush-y feelings as easily as others. That said, I've had big crushes and small crushes in my life and consequently, hard crushes and fluffy crushes. It depends a lot on whom you're crushing on and where you're coming from. As you said, there's no perfect inertial frame of reference which makes gauging things more difficult than they should be 
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While the ability TO mate is innate, I'm not so sure about the ability to attract a mate. That said, I do think that one will naturally attract some people to himself/herself just by being whom they are so while the ability to attract may not be encoded in all our minds, the ability to be attracted surely is. Both of these create the same result, just through different means .
I hate fucking everything. I hate my life. I hate everything about it. I hate all the things i don't have. I hate the way things make me feel. I hate the way everyone else gets to have a sex life. I hate the way everyone else gets to have friends. I hate the way everyone else gets to walk. I hate that people complain...
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unida:
finally! thanks a lot! (its with spanish subtitles )
finally! thanks a lot! (its with spanish subtitles )
unida:
its so awesome how their voices are fitting to each other..
never mind. won't make any difference
Alright. Earlier, on friday morning, i went a bit mad. I put two blogs up that made no sense whatsoever. Embarrassingly non-sensical. I have an idea of what happened, but i felt erasing them was the best option. I think it's a rare, periodic reaction to the new meds i'm on. Happens to 1% of users. It explains all the symptoms i felt, and just...
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missshell:
you forgot to add the part where you say that I (as in MissShell) put the me in awesome. duh
doobs:
I dont care what you do brotha as long as your happy and do what you wanna do I will be happy for ya, much love
Never mind. My phone can't edit posts so i'm unable to delete my other one
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ryu:
*hug*
angad19:
I thought you might like my usage of SI prefixes 
what the fuck is happening. my mood's changing so much. three times in the past two hours. jumping to extremes.
noldor_:
awwww *hug*
Well looks like it's that time again. New blog fever has me in it's harsh, unforgiving grip. The bad mood that was starting at the end of my last blog is long since gone, all the feelings of pointlessness only really lasted until the following afternoon, and sort of faded. I think i've been able to categorise all the moods i seem to go through.... Read More
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angad19:
just lack of fulfilment. And it just makes me conscious of how much i have yet to do. How hard it will be to find someone. And how short time is
I concur... when you realize this it's saddening but simultaneously refreshing in some weird way.
'Cuz it's a bittersweet symphone, this life...
Dude... forget about that holiday in February. Que sera sera. Any day with the person you're into (or in love with) can be Valentines day.
Keep on keepin' on.
horror_head:
I know what you mean. During those times, I often think of the line, "A lack of pain; a lack of hope; a lack of anything to say." And I really don't want to like that song. It'll pass.
Haha.
Keep makin' plans no matter what, though.
Haha.
Keep makin' plans no matter what, though.
Okay i don't know what's wrong with me today but writing seems to help, most times anyway, so i think i'm gonna try that. It's not going well. I'm pretty sure i'm failing two of my six classes. Every time i try and work, i start thinking how little i have with my life. At the minute, anyway, i don't have anything to look forward...
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angad19:
From what I've read, baryogenesis is still theoretical as they haven't been able to prove it's existence or lack thereof. Have there been new developments that I haven't heard of or are we all still just waiting on the LHC's results right now?
I'd have to agree with you about dying in sleep though... seems to be the most pleasant way by far.
I'd have to agree with you about dying in sleep though... seems to be the most pleasant way by far.
tadic:
man it seems to me that at times you can be pretty high strung, i know you not might like the concept but maybe yoga or meditation will help with your anxiety
P.S. I know that you will overcome any negativity
.x.