wildred

i am haunted by the days. i'm always off to do another thing. and really all i want is to sit and think sometimes. but there's no room. no space. trying too hard to be human.

napping. dreaming.

so intensely real. so hot.

wandering the halls with my housemates. talking. you smiled. i'd seen you before. but never said a word. tall boy. dark skin. so hard. i felt your heat on the back of my hand. images in my head flashing. we locked the door to my room. beautiful you said. beautiful. your toungue on my neck. nothing but kissing....
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scent of a new girl...i have not left anything. anywhere. with anyone. not worth writing about. wondering about. holding back. locked inside. no longer. twisted. slut dreams. sweet fruit cake. burns me. do you need this. i am not your fucking daydream. only a glance. over the shoulder. not there. not here. wanting. waiting. passion and gutwrenching. no sense. no reason. no recollections.

it only...
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