wildman

Christmas, just another day for me since family lives 3+ hours away and schedules odds family times due to large and extended family, so I stayed here. Probably best, because since my mother died, my older sister has assumed the head matriach role of the immediate family and has declared judge/jury/excecutionor on me due to my "lifestyle"(had a roommate who was a guy and and artist, therefore he and I must be gay and I have automatically have AIDs according to her). Every visit is a castigation of everything I have ever done in my life when conversing with her. Younger sister's sordid past is being repeated in her 22 year old son, who recently married his girlfriend he had been dating 3 months and living with two that became pregant just as she was prepared to break up with him due to his constant cheating. So if I sometimes seem to cringe when talking about my siblings, that's part of it, but I still love them, as I guess they still love me no matter what they think I am or do. Okay, end of my holiday family rant.