Man, I'm just down tonight. I have these nights often. Too depressed to do anything. So I just drink and take sleepy pills and try and end this day, for tomorrow is another.
I've been thinking of the future. In 12 months I will give up this life for another. Will it make me happy? Am I better off living a normal life here in Toledo or somewhere else? Will walking across america be the worst mistake of my life? Will it all amount to nothing? Why the fuck should I even bother waking up tomorrow?
Does anyone give a rat's ass?
Fuck this, I'm going to bed.
I've been thinking of the future. In 12 months I will give up this life for another. Will it make me happy? Am I better off living a normal life here in Toledo or somewhere else? Will walking across america be the worst mistake of my life? Will it all amount to nothing? Why the fuck should I even bother waking up tomorrow?
Does anyone give a rat's ass?
Fuck this, I'm going to bed.
what did i do to deserve the marriage proposal?
i really can't get through xenocide. i've tried. i have trouble finishing books i can't get into.