i took the 2nd part of my day off today. I skipped a meeting with my counselor, in regards of the fuck up schedule they left me with this semester even though its probably a little late to talk to them about that, then i missed a showing i was supposed to show up too at the down town campus. i can make all of that up though.. the second half of today is MY half. im tired of not doing what I want, and fuck that " Sometimes you have to do things you don't want in want, things aren't always going to go your way" bull. why does it have to be that way? im going to do whatever i want for the rest of my life, and i need to start building up that personality so I can get it later. life is too short to be caught up with some life that isn't yours.
so today, I cooked myself a good meal, i worked on some riffs for this little jamm session a couple of buddies and I are going to have later on tonight, read, took a nice long nap, and made a mix for a buddy of mine who recently moved to NY. Im really glad I got that long nap in, Ive been so backed up on sleep i really needed it. I don't remember the last time i woke up in the morning feeling refreshed. anyways, im working on getting alot more sleep, and being myself to my fullest. im finally TRULY cutting down on drinking, and working on my personal happiness. working on getting what I want.
so today, I cooked myself a good meal, i worked on some riffs for this little jamm session a couple of buddies and I are going to have later on tonight, read, took a nice long nap, and made a mix for a buddy of mine who recently moved to NY. Im really glad I got that long nap in, Ive been so backed up on sleep i really needed it. I don't remember the last time i woke up in the morning feeling refreshed. anyways, im working on getting alot more sleep, and being myself to my fullest. im finally TRULY cutting down on drinking, and working on my personal happiness. working on getting what I want.