i had a completely radical dream last night thanks to SG! I awoke still in shock kind of, sweating and all, it was quite the fright. All because of the SG news thread about the apocolyptical book in oprahs book club plus the kind of intense night i had last night....anyways here is what i remember....
I dreamt that we were in the starting hours of the apocolypse and the chaos is beginning to ensue. Nothing crazy yet, but from what i remember, i had it in my head that the number one thing i needed to do is get to my family as soon as possible. so with out thinking i jump in my car and begin to drive for austin towards my brother. I begin driving through a patch of forestry thinking/knowing that it was the most direct route, while my brain decides to ignore the reality of human made constructs along the way. While im driving towards my goal, all im thinking is "is this the right thing i should be doing?", " What if there is an afterlife and i should be on my knees begging for mercy to the gods, and that would truely be the way to get to see my family and loved ones in the end of it all?" but the fear of physical destruction out balances my spiritual self and continues to drive. After of a while of me being the car by myself, feeling more frustrated than sad, i reach a point in which i start to question where I am, and begin to feel lost and as this feeling starts to become more and more overwhelming i start to see more and more cars, and everyones expressions in the cars were something i cant even really describe. My brain probably couldnt either but i remember feeling a distinct sense of fear and solitude while i looked at the people driving these other cars. I think this was probably the point where i felt the most lost in the dream, and began to wake up...but i do remember some where along the waking point feeling the impending doom of complete destruction and not understanding why I couldnt just get to my family one last time......i guess my dreams are not exactly hollywood based.....and for the first time i kinda wished they were last night.