widower2000

Well, I am getting ready to leave Fort Lauderdale Wednesday afternoon, and head back to my reality in Norfolk, Va. This trip was worth the time, effort, and money I paid. I did everything I came down here to do, and got better than expected results. I had the final chat with my late wife. Something about sitting down, facing her headstone, (which was the...
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Well, I just got back to Fort Lauderdale from Orlando. Yesterday I went to Bushnell to have what is now the final discussion I will ever have with my late wife. I have finally closed that door, with the understanding that she will never be forgotten, just no longer in the forefront of my life. I feel a hell of better for doing this. Nothing...
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jayde__:

I'm glad to hear you're getting further along in the healing process. That's always an excellent feeling.

The knee is feeling much better today. This happens from time to time. It's something I've gotten used to, but still complain about. Thanks for the concern!

Mar 16, 2004

rockzombie:

thank you!

although letting things go is hard its also a good feeling to be getting on with other things.

if you want i know a few people who can fix your profile pic so it doesnt look so distorted. just a suggestion...im not very good at photo shop either!

Mar 16, 2004

Well, another friday here and gone. Im getting psyched up for my trip to florida. Im leaving tuesday for 2 weeks. I have a computer down there already, so I will still be in touch with the world as I know it, and my friends here on SG... I have some soul searching to do. Since Ill be at my parents condo, then off to...
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dweezie:

Thanks for adding me; I hope you have a safe and healing trip!

Mar 7, 2004

ooomermaidooo:

Have a safe trip! I hope you feel more complete when you come back!

Mar 9, 2004

Today was a pretty good day, besides being warm, I went to a conference on grief that was put on by Dr. Alan Wolfelt, Ph.D. Director for the center for loss and life transition out of Fort Collins, Colorado. It was a very interesting day. Lots of good info for anyone who wants to know. It is still a bright and sunny day. Im going...
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rockzombie:

thanx for the thoughtfullnes. i think things might be subsiding for tonight anyways. its not a runny nose or even a cough...im just really warm and have an itchy-sore throat. i think i got it from my son. oh well...this too shall pass!
(i dont really like that phrase for some reason but it applies to most everything.)

Mar 3, 2004

rosalyn:

Nah, I think i'll just keep complaining about it.

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Mar 4, 2004

What a gloomy day. Grey, overcast and cold. I told my friend that when she was ready to ship some things off for her husband, to get me and Ill help with the boxes, otherwise, I wouldnt be going anywhere today. Except to either a doctors appointment, or to walk my dog. So I did get out for a couple of hours.. I have a...
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jayde__:

So did you get to take your dog to the beach today since it was so perfect and beautiful outside?

Thanks for the offer about talking about my friends, by the way. I'm actually at a point (now) where I'm okay with it, though. It's been almost ten years for one of them, and almost four for the other.

Feb 29, 2004

Today is a decent day. Weather is grey and cloudy, makes me want to stay in bed. I went to see my doc this morning, had a reallly good discussion about the things going on in my life. He is one of the few people, yes I have pay him, who actually listens to what I have to say, and comes up constructive criticism when...
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jayde__:

It's good that you've got someone to talk to, even if it is a doctor. That really does help. At least I think so, anyway. My condolences about your wife, by the way. I know how hard it is to have friends die, so I can only imagine what you're going through. (Hopefully that doesn't sound presumptuous or anything, because it's definitely not meant to.)

Thanks for the compliment, by the way. I like the new color, too, though purple will probably always be my favorite.

Feb 24, 2004

jayde__:

Thanks for the email. I'll respond to it later.

I wear clear contacts, but the name of the brand escapes me. (I look at it so often I've just stopped seeing it.) I'm giving them a rest for awhile, though. And as far as I can tell, my eye doesn't have anything wrong with it. Thanks for the concern!

Feb 26, 2004

Well, I finally got a pic up that is not so messed up. Its still not the best, but it fits. Ill keep trying to get a better one up. My corporate meeting went ok for the first 3 hours, since most of us were up most of the night, we quit about noon. We still got alot done. My company will be incorporated by...
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