Music--Mad Sin--No more trick or treat!
As I sit here...I can only really think of one thing to do, and that is to write. I have not really been myself for the past few days. I think I have just been stressing out. Hannah and Arin have been worried about me which makes me happy and it makes feel better. I realized what was wrong with me. I have just been taking on too much at once with things coming at me left and right. That isn't like me at all to get this stressed out. I am very calm and laid back...So I did what I always do in situations like that...Fuck it.--People want money from me, they will fucking wait, family wants me to do things, I don't have any family. Just writing that and then rereading it makes me feel much better already. Things need to be taking easy. Work is something I need to do a lot...Other then that, whatever happens happens. Yeah, that's what I gotta do, just let things happen...Damn, I feel more calm then I have been in a few weeks actually. I feel like writing a poem, which I will do later, on that top of my head, so it's cool. Well, I think Hannah is worried a little, but I don't want her to. I am all good, I just get like this some times and then it passes. Well, I think it is time for a poem...Enjoy.
"Untitled"
There is no more that I can do,
All I have done...Is done.
I think I can do more, but what is left?
I don't know what to say, do, see, hear, feel...
These emotions, thoughts, words, sights, they all overhealm me.
My brain has so much to do, yet my heart is stuck,
They both work so differently, but they want the same thing.
Wouldn't it be easier if they were the same?
They are, but I don't want to think that way.
The passage of time is alright in matters of the heart,
Growth is where this comes from,
Caring and feelings show more,
Yet, I have done all I can......
Yeah...Blah!
Rock and Roll!
As I sit here...I can only really think of one thing to do, and that is to write. I have not really been myself for the past few days. I think I have just been stressing out. Hannah and Arin have been worried about me which makes me happy and it makes feel better. I realized what was wrong with me. I have just been taking on too much at once with things coming at me left and right. That isn't like me at all to get this stressed out. I am very calm and laid back...So I did what I always do in situations like that...Fuck it.--People want money from me, they will fucking wait, family wants me to do things, I don't have any family. Just writing that and then rereading it makes me feel much better already. Things need to be taking easy. Work is something I need to do a lot...Other then that, whatever happens happens. Yeah, that's what I gotta do, just let things happen...Damn, I feel more calm then I have been in a few weeks actually. I feel like writing a poem, which I will do later, on that top of my head, so it's cool. Well, I think Hannah is worried a little, but I don't want her to. I am all good, I just get like this some times and then it passes. Well, I think it is time for a poem...Enjoy.
"Untitled"
There is no more that I can do,
All I have done...Is done.
I think I can do more, but what is left?
I don't know what to say, do, see, hear, feel...
These emotions, thoughts, words, sights, they all overhealm me.
My brain has so much to do, yet my heart is stuck,
They both work so differently, but they want the same thing.
Wouldn't it be easier if they were the same?
They are, but I don't want to think that way.
The passage of time is alright in matters of the heart,
Growth is where this comes from,
Caring and feelings show more,
Yet, I have done all I can......
Yeah...Blah!
Rock and Roll!