Stop The World I Want To Get Off:
i hate life. there i said it. all i'm asking is for more than three seconds of clear views, is that so wrong. in the last few weeks i have come to some very interesting conclusions about my life, which is good because to quote The Jigga Man: Thank god for granting me this moment of clarity.
the first comes in the form of Diana (shocker). i have two new ways to describe her now. she's my Marla Singer (Fight Club, if you didn't get the ref. not that any of you wouldn't but just in case) she truly is that scratch on the roof of my mouth that would heal if i could only stop tonguing it. that and she's the mob "everytime i think i'm out, she pulls me back in". she's in Texas right now but she gave me a gift before she left: a 48" fleece throw of Nancy Callahan from Sin City. basicly a big, soft poster of Jessica Alba that i can curl up with every night. it's almost as good as her giving me Alba, but why? am i over thinking it? well that question answers it's self. i am over thinking it, i always do, it's what i do. and so with this gift that was given while i was at work that talk has started again. the whole staff belives that something is going on between us, all except one: sara, the girl i'm sure if she didn't have a boyfriend would jump my bones in a second just to head Diana off. i feel like i'm trapped in some sort of strange game they are playing...ah to be used!!!
the next point i con't post yet without talking to a couple of people first so i will update later and tell you how it goes and who i told, let's just say i has to do with me and my ever changing living arangements.
and now, the notes:
1: oh Captain, My Captain. Patrick Viera leaves Arsenal for Juventas. we'll miss you Patty, i wear you're jersey with the same pride and honor you did.
2: oh god i just crapped myself- NHL reached an agreement, Hockey will return. i am not afraid to say when i heard the news, i teared up.
3: Umm...ROVE DID IT. there i said it, now we can move on.
4: The Island F'N rocks. funny, action, and the sickest cars i think i have ever seen. (yes Bob, sicker than your truck)
5: Twisted Mind Phuck of the week: The Machinist with Christian Bale (damn good movie, you will never guess the end).
6: new found respect for Clive Owen: i like the man, hell i like everything he's done. highlight: BMW films "The Hire" and Sin City
7: may 6 2006: Sin City 2 vs. X-men 3 (who will win?)
i hate life. there i said it. all i'm asking is for more than three seconds of clear views, is that so wrong. in the last few weeks i have come to some very interesting conclusions about my life, which is good because to quote The Jigga Man: Thank god for granting me this moment of clarity.
the first comes in the form of Diana (shocker). i have two new ways to describe her now. she's my Marla Singer (Fight Club, if you didn't get the ref. not that any of you wouldn't but just in case) she truly is that scratch on the roof of my mouth that would heal if i could only stop tonguing it. that and she's the mob "everytime i think i'm out, she pulls me back in". she's in Texas right now but she gave me a gift before she left: a 48" fleece throw of Nancy Callahan from Sin City. basicly a big, soft poster of Jessica Alba that i can curl up with every night. it's almost as good as her giving me Alba, but why? am i over thinking it? well that question answers it's self. i am over thinking it, i always do, it's what i do. and so with this gift that was given while i was at work that talk has started again. the whole staff belives that something is going on between us, all except one: sara, the girl i'm sure if she didn't have a boyfriend would jump my bones in a second just to head Diana off. i feel like i'm trapped in some sort of strange game they are playing...ah to be used!!!
the next point i con't post yet without talking to a couple of people first so i will update later and tell you how it goes and who i told, let's just say i has to do with me and my ever changing living arangements.
and now, the notes:
1: oh Captain, My Captain. Patrick Viera leaves Arsenal for Juventas. we'll miss you Patty, i wear you're jersey with the same pride and honor you did.
2: oh god i just crapped myself- NHL reached an agreement, Hockey will return. i am not afraid to say when i heard the news, i teared up.
3: Umm...ROVE DID IT. there i said it, now we can move on.
4: The Island F'N rocks. funny, action, and the sickest cars i think i have ever seen. (yes Bob, sicker than your truck)
5: Twisted Mind Phuck of the week: The Machinist with Christian Bale (damn good movie, you will never guess the end).
6: new found respect for Clive Owen: i like the man, hell i like everything he's done. highlight: BMW films "The Hire" and Sin City
7: may 6 2006: Sin City 2 vs. X-men 3 (who will win?)
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just 'cause i can. and you can't even think about taking it the wrong way.
love you babe.
t minus a couple days to your god fatherhood