Fuck Happy:
before i being on this rant, it must be noted that the cause of this (while there are many) happens to be a ack (yes, lack) of Coffee, this being because of a waitress at the grill who (beyond all understanding, save for pehaps just simply being a woman) desided tonight was the proper night to take the moral high ground and cut me off after only two (yes, two) cups. this is because i apparently said something "mean" about her car and questioned why is it that i am "mean" to her when all she does is try to be nice to me? here's an answer babe, your a waitress. your job is to get people things, like coffee. it is not to come over when you are some down time and try to have a conversation with people who are uninterested, and try to open up about your life, when you do that you give out free passes to be crule and insensitive to anyone who wants them. i'm i sorry you rolled your car? no, if not for a pair of steel rods bracing my doors i wouldn't be here but i'm not taking offence to car related comments. next time keep your trap shut and serve me my damm coffee or i'll serve you my boot.
with that said i come to the next portion of my anger, if one more pencil-necked, goofy,twit tries to tell me that i am too negitive and that i need to work on it, it will be the last thing they ever think. i am Steve, i'm angry, negitive, pessimistic, (a poor speller). i am not happy, i am not going to just magicly be happy, and there is nothing anyone can do about it. it's like Dennis Leary said: (yes i am sorry to be quoting him but it fits) you get minor happiness in this life, it's a cookie, it's a ciggarett, it's a ten second orgasm. i hate people, it's the way i am. i'm egitive because the world is negitive. when the motto of the news is no longer: if it bleeds, it leads. then i might have a good day. but truly, what's the point? does happiness get you places negitivity does not? is there some contest i can win that i'm only involved with if i smile like a jackass all day? show me that, show me that changing from negitivity to bliss will do anything for me, help me out in some small way? if it can, cool, that's great. let's start the healing, i'll get my coat. but until that day, i sit here simply because i got no where else to go.
before i being on this rant, it must be noted that the cause of this (while there are many) happens to be a ack (yes, lack) of Coffee, this being because of a waitress at the grill who (beyond all understanding, save for pehaps just simply being a woman) desided tonight was the proper night to take the moral high ground and cut me off after only two (yes, two) cups. this is because i apparently said something "mean" about her car and questioned why is it that i am "mean" to her when all she does is try to be nice to me? here's an answer babe, your a waitress. your job is to get people things, like coffee. it is not to come over when you are some down time and try to have a conversation with people who are uninterested, and try to open up about your life, when you do that you give out free passes to be crule and insensitive to anyone who wants them. i'm i sorry you rolled your car? no, if not for a pair of steel rods bracing my doors i wouldn't be here but i'm not taking offence to car related comments. next time keep your trap shut and serve me my damm coffee or i'll serve you my boot.
with that said i come to the next portion of my anger, if one more pencil-necked, goofy,twit tries to tell me that i am too negitive and that i need to work on it, it will be the last thing they ever think. i am Steve, i'm angry, negitive, pessimistic, (a poor speller). i am not happy, i am not going to just magicly be happy, and there is nothing anyone can do about it. it's like Dennis Leary said: (yes i am sorry to be quoting him but it fits) you get minor happiness in this life, it's a cookie, it's a ciggarett, it's a ten second orgasm. i hate people, it's the way i am. i'm egitive because the world is negitive. when the motto of the news is no longer: if it bleeds, it leads. then i might have a good day. but truly, what's the point? does happiness get you places negitivity does not? is there some contest i can win that i'm only involved with if i smile like a jackass all day? show me that, show me that changing from negitivity to bliss will do anything for me, help me out in some small way? if it can, cool, that's great. let's start the healing, i'll get my coat. but until that day, i sit here simply because i got no where else to go.
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now what the hell is this about getting cut off from drinking coffee??? i mean, WTF? that waitress was an idiot...i've done my time in food service and you do not discuss your personal issues with customers...i mean yes, there are exceptions but...damn...
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