12/25/04
HO,HO,H... ahh cram it.
this year i have found, more than ever "Christmas Blows". sure i got some nice things, like this account (thanks guys) but i just don't feel up to celebrating, not that i ever normaly do, but this year i'm just not in the mood, i feel like telling the season that i have a headache or that i have work early. life just seems so...lame now. and with five days until the new year, life don't look to be gettin' any better. i feel empty in the season, maybe it's the weather, a lack of snow may be my problem, or i'm just an emotional masochist who's sunk so deep that even moments of levity bring me pain (and not the good kind) either way, life can't be all bad, got the best present i could ask for, my new niece "Holly Kate". perhaps things are looking up... who am i kidding it's only the calm before the storm.
Wichlac.
HO,HO,H... ahh cram it.
this year i have found, more than ever "Christmas Blows". sure i got some nice things, like this account (thanks guys) but i just don't feel up to celebrating, not that i ever normaly do, but this year i'm just not in the mood, i feel like telling the season that i have a headache or that i have work early. life just seems so...lame now. and with five days until the new year, life don't look to be gettin' any better. i feel empty in the season, maybe it's the weather, a lack of snow may be my problem, or i'm just an emotional masochist who's sunk so deep that even moments of levity bring me pain (and not the good kind) either way, life can't be all bad, got the best present i could ask for, my new niece "Holly Kate". perhaps things are looking up... who am i kidding it's only the calm before the storm.
Wichlac.