Five Years Gone:
What the hell is this? i was going through my Email and found that a little less then a month ago, my SG account was reactivated for 3 months. so i took em up on their offer and reopened my account. i looked over my pics (the one i have), the friends list, and lastly my old blog postings and came to one simple conclusion: in five years, nothing's changed.
now that's not entirely true. my rantings from back then were the sad, desperate, cries of a sad, lonely, angry young man who in fact didn't know anything about anything. today, i'm a little older, a little wiser, but the more things change, the more they stay the same. i guess it's because of where i'm at in my life right now. a while ago, i was in domestic bliss. i had a beautiful girlfriend (a Redhead), a good job, and my own place where we lived in harmony. then i made a mistake, i tried. that's it, that's all i did. i tried to be more than i was. i left retail and joined a "real job". had a desk and everything. but i fucked it all up and in the process, ruined everything i had.
she left me about 4 months ago, can't say i blame her. i'm back in retail, crawling my way back, i'm single, and living in a single bedroom in my best friend's house. i go to work, come back, watch netflix, try to sleep, and go back to work. i did what any normal person would, i drank, pretty much shaved my head, and buried myself in work.
so here i am, tired and alone, again. oh and funny story: Diana is back in the picture!
more thing's change the more they stay the same.
Notes:
1: love Netflix, think every break up should come with a free membership.
What the hell is this? i was going through my Email and found that a little less then a month ago, my SG account was reactivated for 3 months. so i took em up on their offer and reopened my account. i looked over my pics (the one i have), the friends list, and lastly my old blog postings and came to one simple conclusion: in five years, nothing's changed.
now that's not entirely true. my rantings from back then were the sad, desperate, cries of a sad, lonely, angry young man who in fact didn't know anything about anything. today, i'm a little older, a little wiser, but the more things change, the more they stay the same. i guess it's because of where i'm at in my life right now. a while ago, i was in domestic bliss. i had a beautiful girlfriend (a Redhead), a good job, and my own place where we lived in harmony. then i made a mistake, i tried. that's it, that's all i did. i tried to be more than i was. i left retail and joined a "real job". had a desk and everything. but i fucked it all up and in the process, ruined everything i had.
she left me about 4 months ago, can't say i blame her. i'm back in retail, crawling my way back, i'm single, and living in a single bedroom in my best friend's house. i go to work, come back, watch netflix, try to sleep, and go back to work. i did what any normal person would, i drank, pretty much shaved my head, and buried myself in work.
so here i am, tired and alone, again. oh and funny story: Diana is back in the picture!
more thing's change the more they stay the same.
Notes:
1: love Netflix, think every break up should come with a free membership.