well, i got the job. so i'm moving to orlando. thankfully *after* hurricane season. i hope i'm not bored there....
but i'll be working so much i prolly wont have time to be. cost of living there is way cheaper. so i'll be able to save money. advance my career. have my own place so my kitties can once again run free. maybe get into...
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but i'll be working so much i prolly wont have time to be. cost of living there is way cheaper. so i'll be able to save money. advance my career. have my own place so my kitties can once again run free. maybe get into...
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yourarchitect:
congrats doll! Even though I was hoping for San Francisco.
mikefool:
what about boston?? massachusetts in the fall?? people love that shit 
i think i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown. i'm not sure if it's something i can stop. feels like a run away train at this point. not even sure if i wanna stop it. i've always been the strong, sensible, responsible person. right now i just wanna be reckless. its sort of snowballing too. it started with little things, like not taking out...
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cathedra:
Dearest, I'm not going to bullshit you with sunshine and rainbows because I know it won't do a thing for you. What i'm about to say scares the heck out of me, as I'm sure you'll just think it's freaking weird. I went through EXACTLY the same thing last week and the week before. The only differences was that I didn't pick up smoking clove cigs, but joints..lots of them, which I don't often do. I've been known to smoke maybe once to twice a month, and that's maybe half of one. But the last 2 weeks I was smoking a whole one every fucking night, and now I can feel it in my lungs. Bad bad stuff.
There were piles of laundry all over the place, piles of towels in the bathroom, no clean dishes in my flat, no food, etc. But you know what? You wake up one morning and you pick up one piece of clothing, wash one dish and you feel inspired by that and proud that you did that little bit. And you pick up another and you find yourseld doing a load of laundry, and before you know it all the dishes are done, and the fucking bed is even made and etc. It's almost important to go throught these little weeks of shit. They make the "normal" time that much more fun and enjoyable. I know what prompted this in you since we spoke about it, and I understand why if feels good, because I felt the same way. Just don't give up, you will get back to normal, people do love you, you have friends, and life will go on. I care about you, and you know where to find me if you need to talk. xoxo
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There were piles of laundry all over the place, piles of towels in the bathroom, no clean dishes in my flat, no food, etc. But you know what? You wake up one morning and you pick up one piece of clothing, wash one dish and you feel inspired by that and proud that you did that little bit. And you pick up another and you find yourseld doing a load of laundry, and before you know it all the dishes are done, and the fucking bed is even made and etc. It's almost important to go throught these little weeks of shit. They make the "normal" time that much more fun and enjoyable. I know what prompted this in you since we spoke about it, and I understand why if feels good, because I felt the same way. Just don't give up, you will get back to normal, people do love you, you have friends, and life will go on. I care about you, and you know where to find me if you need to talk. xoxo
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misterclean:
cathedra is right. sometimes you just go a little crazy, like it's a vacation from sanity. But you will bounce back. just talking about it helps, I know. we've all been there. it's gonna be ok.
you couldnt even bring yourself
to stay
oh no, you had to go,
spoil it all, and now
i find
these endlessly
color blind days
to fill
you never will
take this life
take it all
in your hands
you were mine
i could smile
here i must stay, again
and now, i dream
you'd come to me
come back to me
comfort me, now,...
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to stay
oh no, you had to go,
spoil it all, and now
i find
these endlessly
color blind days
to fill
you never will
take this life
take it all
in your hands
you were mine
i could smile
here i must stay, again
and now, i dream
you'd come to me
come back to me
comfort me, now,...
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thelibra:
Awesome that you're going to be an SG Congrats!
Congrats!
yvoarioch:
MP3 off the net...? That might explain it. I have come across quite a few songs that have either been mistitled or were given the wrong band name. For instance, I saw the song "Schism" by Tool listed as 'I Know the Pieces Fit". Either these people are crackheads or retitling a song in some way is their way of getting around copyright issues. Maybe it was a similar issue here...
so i made a photo set for PSW last night. it was alot of fun. i've always liked doing the self portrait thing, ever since my first photo class. it's an artistic expression thing, and also i'm a little narcissistic...but doing the shoot was a bit challenging, considering i dont have a tripod, and i couldnt even get some of the shots i wanted. but...
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unknowntrigram:
LOL.
I can just imagine the scene.
*walks over. checks timer. positions camera. sets timer.*
*RUNS back and trys to look seductive bef- click.*
Sounds like some good old fashioned naked fun.
I can just imagine the scene.
*walks over. checks timer. positions camera. sets timer.*
*RUNS back and trys to look seductive bef- click.*
Sounds like some good old fashioned naked fun.
psych_rock:
holy cow, i can't wait to see your set...
...
i really fuckin miss 'im
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i really fuckin miss 'im
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shiva8:
i did read a couple of the "sleeping beauty" books -- very nice. i also read "Exit to Eden" which i enjoyed very much. her vampire and witch stuff is great too for all of the erotic sensuality. i recently bought a little trilogy of books called the "Sex Box" which is the perfect size to keep bedside for those lonely nights 
and it is a compilation of erotica going all the way back to Egypt and forward to modern times. highly recommended. perhaps i'll leave you a few excerpts sometime.
i am so with you on your crush. i would have listed him in my "crushes" but there are so many that i decided to scrap the idea of listing any at all.
have a lovely day, beautiful!
and it is a compilation of erotica going all the way back to Egypt and forward to modern times. highly recommended. perhaps i'll leave you a few excerpts sometime.
i am so with you on your crush. i would have listed him in my "crushes" but there are so many that i decided to scrap the idea of listing any at all.
have a lovely day, beautiful!
sare:
welcome to SG! you have the most lovely hair!! i really miss my pink hair! 
I would love to be better
I would love to be free
I would love to be perfect, when you look at me
But instead I'm still crying
Yes, instead I'm still lying
Sad to say I'm still trying not to be me
I don't want to be hazy
I don't think that I'm crazy
But I've had some moments that I am not sure...
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I would love to be free
I would love to be perfect, when you look at me
But instead I'm still crying
Yes, instead I'm still lying
Sad to say I'm still trying not to be me
I don't want to be hazy
I don't think that I'm crazy
But I've had some moments that I am not sure...
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the_mad_monk:
Great pics darlin', you're really beautiful
Alright, you like Fight club, pulp fiction, AND Sci Fi!!! that's awsome!
Alright, you like Fight club, pulp fiction, AND Sci Fi!!! that's awsome!
fortysix_and_two:
Luscious Jackson is awesome.
SEXXTRAVAGANZA!!! 'fetish dj's'? seriously, has anyone ever heard of this? it was a first for me. i went to club five in d.c. on friday. they played icky 80's dance music until 12:30 when this really hot chick dj came on. she had pink hair...grrr...and was wearing a black corset type thing. she was spinning some really great hard house/techno. real old skool rave shit....
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fortysix_and_two:
Well now, aren't we four shades beyond sexy!
Honestly, I've never been to a good, live session in my life! Most people wouldn't know good techno if it bit em in the ass!
However you're getting laid, have them give ya one or two for me
By the way, Princess Mononoke was PHENOMENAL!
Honestly, I've never been to a good, live session in my life! Most people wouldn't know good techno if it bit em in the ass!
However you're getting laid, have them give ya one or two for me
By the way, Princess Mononoke was PHENOMENAL!
jenya:
i looooooooooove your pics. you are so pretty and the photography is great!
welcome welcome welcome to SG
welcome welcome welcome to SG
YAY!! its friday!! could schpeel about my plans for the weekend, but i prefer to do that on mondays, when i do a recap of all my adventures. but i can say it's been an interesting week. i've come to some good realizations: one is that any relationship that starts off angsty and feeling forced will never end up feeling good. i've done this too...
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v0rge:
I get all mu ink localy, i have a very good friend who ownes a chain ot tattoo shops in the area. He takes care of me on price, but I have not gotten anything big in a while, no money. But i am trying to train to be an tattoo artist, i just need to save the money to pay for it. I have not beed to DC for a while, i lived on Ft.Mead and in Odenton MD about 10 years ago. Fairfax is near where my dad used to work, the Pentagon, ever heard of it? But let me know if you are coming this way, i would love to meet more people from the site to hang out with, the SG PGH group is awsome.
But let me know if you are coming this way, i would love to meet more people from the site to hang out with, the SG PGH group is awsome. yeah, i was in a bad place yesterday. but i have to remember that humans are stupid. and i rage against the norm so much i dont know why i should let other peoples opinions bother me. especially cuz i think society is fukked anyway. thats why i like this site, it says fuck you to all the crap that media and society tell us...
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hey. first entry. just joined the site today. joined cuz i wanna put some pics of me up. i dont know why. i'm not really into porn. and i'm apparently not very hot anyway. i'm feeling bitter and jaded. i wanna hurt myself or someone else. but in strange ways. i dont wanna hurt myself like suicide, i wanna go do crazy shit, like lotsa...
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v0rge:
welcome...........and ou need to kick the ass of whoever fucked you ever and put you in that frame of mind....or let me do it
whypnk:
*blush*