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The other night after I got home from work I went to sleep. Somethings have been weighing heavy on my mind lately, all of it having to deal with work. Am I gonna be deployed? If so, When and Where? If I make it thru the Fire Fighter process, do i stay in the Military the remaining 12 or so years to get that pension or just get out of it and pursue only the fire fighting. In an earlier journal I mentioned I had been remembering more dreams lately, more then i had in the past year if not longer. Up until the other night they had all been good pleasant dreams.

the dream started out with me and a few other people scouting some buildings in Iraq. I was scanning a building that had been blown up and was left half standing. I could not see anything in the rooms that were visible being the wall had been blown up but for some reason I turned on thermal imaging and was able to see ghost all over the place, you know the lost or tormented souls that cant gain access and are left here on earth. being bothered by this I gathered our intel and moved out, its a little fuzzy here but as we were moving out we passed a person, the three people in front of me walked by as if they never saw him. As I walked by he grabbed my shoulder and it went to slow motion. I cant explain the look in his eyes but thats what got to me. I broke free and thats when I woke up, sweating and shaking.


P.S. I have not been commenting in very many peoples journals that have posted on my page, I apologize. I may do that tomorrow.