I really dont understand women and I know I never will, but this last incident is just way beyond belief. I'd been talking to this girl for 6 months at the most. awesome chick absolutely gorgeous. well as time went on more and more things I didnt like started poping up, mainly just her attitude and such. Well I told her I didnt want to talk to her any more and shortly afterwards she shot herself. she didnt kill herself but was close, shes been in the hospital now for about 5 days. I mean what the fuck. part of me feels really shitty but the other part is telling me not to give a shit. this shits starting to pile up between stuff I had to deal with during the deployment and now this. I'm slowly going fuckin insane i think fighting the good fight and keeping depression at bay is difficult, but its staying away for now. thank God I have friends out here....
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You are pretty damn easy going, and for someone to make you not want to talk to them..... they had to have been doing some pretty crappy things. It's not your fault. Please don't go insane, I love you.
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Be safe and if you need to don't hesitate to get some one professional to talk to. Don't let things twist your head like a balloon animal.