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30 days later and its like it never happened, he didnt die he's just home on leave. Well thats how it feels anyway. I guess thats what happens when you are not afforded the time to mourn the loss of someone. You know in the back of your head they are not coming back, but your mind leads you to believe that they just went away for a little while and they will be back. Unless you actually sit down and re-live the events of that day it doesnt seem real. I'm a little worried that once I get home and I truely have the time to sit and think about it and not worry about getting blown up myself that it will take that much longer to get past it. Or who knows maybe things will continue like they are now and my mind will keep telling me "don't worry he's just on vacation" or "he's just outta town he'll be back in a few weeks". I dont know, I wanted this to be up beat and just touch on the matter but I guess that didn't happen and quite frankly I can't write any more right now, this is probably the most I've thought about it since the 15th of last month.

Dont get me wrong things are going good on the other side of things out here, well I guess thats it for now

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