whitness

well, goodbye 30's hello 40's. My baby says its gonna be fabulous...here's hoping she's right. Wish she was here but she will be here soon. Bunch of peeps coming over ater to celebrate. At least I hope. Got a big keg of beer iced down in the garage. Somebodies gotta drink it. I was really down yesterday until my friend Justin from the band Hotpipes called. we talked music and drank wine on his deck. It was nice. I am ready to see Ammie. I hate being away from her. It never feels right. I don't do alone very well. Never have. I hope she likes her gifts. her b-day is sunday. her youngest is having a b-day tomorrow. were taking him to the skatepark with a couple friends. He really wants me to go. I wouldn't miss it for the world. he seems to be starting to accept me. Maybe even like me a bit. It's hard to tell but I think we are starting to really click. It makes me feel good. Get to see my girls today. I miss them terribly. oh well. better get back to sleep. My baby will be here in 4 hours and she will want me rested... :-)