whiterabbit819

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There is a girl that I've been seeing on and off for two years and has been my lover for those two years as well and she just broke things off today to get back together with her ex who I hate (for personal reason. Nothing to do with the two of them).

So I'm not in the best of moods today. I have enough on my plate with school and all the mandatory over time that work is throwing at me me that I really didn't need this. She's always been my rock through the bad days and she always knew just how to make me feel better. Just feels like one of the corner stone of my sanity has been removed and one more straw added to the camel's back.

The sad part is really that with all the on and off and drama that came with it I'm almost to tiered to care and I can't even really muster up the energy to be mad about it. It has just gotten to the point when I can't bring myself to really be upset. It's sad that I'm losing someone who I used to talk about having kids and a life with but it's worse that I just can't bring myself care about it.

I think I need a beer and some angry metal.