whitepuma

Well I think I have finally done it after 7 years of tryin to quit smoking. Its been a week now since my last drag and almost nine days since my last full cigarett. I have to admit the first couple of days I gave into the cravings just before bed and had a drag. I feel good but its weird trying to stop yourself doing something that has become so much a habbit. I am glad I hadn't been a smoker for like 20 or more years.

Next is the communitaction issues I have when it comes to talking with women. If I can fix that I might actually be able to have my first relationship instead of awkard meetings of the net or costing a fortune so i can actually finish. I wish it was easier and cheaper for a fun time of an hour or more.

Hmm I wonder what courses I should start this year. I think its time to make some serious changes in my life. Getting fit and healthy and not looking so damned ugly would be a good start and its a slow process 4 years I have been at it now. But courses for a job change I have no idea. I like lots of things - computers, creating things, massageing, the outdoors, ancient history but the big question is what will I like doing as a job. Have thought about drafting but not to sure plus getting the time off work for the course as well. Hmm lots more thought needs to go into this thats for sure.