whitepimp

When I was a child I had this dream; atleast I'm pretty sure it was a dream that I was floating in the air with this giant fly. I don't know why but I remeber that dream fifeteen years later, and when I woke up this morning I had the same dream. Very Strange. Today I woke up with this heavy feeling of impending doom, I feel so awkward and disconnected, I feel so fucking wierd. I sat my piano playing notes and they sounded so beautiful I started crying. Very strange indeed. Anyways, when I'm usually depressed I like to make other people feel better. I went out today and bought some concert tickets to take my father out for a concert, he's been having physical pain lately and he doesn't have much of a socail life, and I can tell he's been on the down lately. Hope I can cheer him up tonight cause it would make me feel good and put me back in equilibrium.