whiteguybry

So yeah, today I was kinda bummed, and here's why. I delivered to this one guy (oh yeah, I deliver Pizzas) Any way, his wife had died today. Usually I'm filled with apathy and that doesnt bother me, but today it got to me for some reason. I guess something about seeing an elderly man with tears in his eyes can get to you.

Any who, I started thinking about how eventually everything in life will either let you down or make you feel bummed. no matter how minute it is it inevitably will let you down.

Here are a few examples: Say eating an apple, you are stoked that you are going to eat it...you enjoy eating it, and once you are finished, you are bummed that it's gone. Here's another example, you hook up with a chick, you are happy about hookin up with her, when you are a couple and stuff for the most part you are happy, and when you break up (or they die) you are way bummed...

Then I started to think about, well then what if you were to just not hook up with any one? You won't be sad when they die or break up with ya.... then It dawned on me, If you are alone all your life it would suck. I think dying alone would be worse then having a loved one die, or some chick that you like break up with ya.

So I think in a nut shell my point (i'm not sure I have one) but if there was a point it would be. Don't focus too much on consequences when you decide to do something.

Well any way, after re-reading that entry I realized it sounded better in my head, so Now I'm off to watch Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, peace...

Bry

PS. I got un-bummed when, after work I wanderd in to Wal-Mart and found my favorite soda, Cactus Cooler. I lived off that stuff while I lived in AZ, and latley I have been feelin way home sick. So It was Awesome!