This new found hope was my revival. But was a mere beckoning to a new life. It was all I really had. My heart was trying to pump again but couldn’t. It was frozen solid. I still couldn’t breathe. And I still couldn’t move this lifeless body. But now the soul had reason to reach one last time. I took all I had left of...
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So there I was buried alive, 6 ft under my emotional distress. Trying to find a way till I was about to give up. I just wanted it all to end the moment I had lost sight of hope. I didn’t want to speak. I didn’t want to think, and I didn’t want to breathe. But somehow I found hope from my killer. Although I...
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I was trapped here. I couldn’t escape. Nothing and no one could save me now. As if death wasn’t enough, my very existence became threatened. My hell started to tear away at my soul, everyday a little more. It was a death within a death. The hate had started to eat away at me now. And the decay had reached the soul.
My Soul Is...
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Then it happened. My heart stopped. I was left dead. I’ve lost everything. I was nothing more than a walking corpse. I used to think that when I died it would bring me closer to heaven. But when I saw the light, the truth started to pull me down. This was a death unlike any other, because there was no hope of me coming back...
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The mocking from my memories tortured my heart. It brought me further down to where death was breathing down the back of my neck. My heart grew cold. And my mind went numb from the ice in my veins. I was no longer who I once was. I was stuck lingering in our last moment. I kept replaying the memory over and over in my...
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Sadly those words came too late, and all because I feared you as if you were death itself. I was a fool to let fear shield my love from her. She grew tired of waiting to hear them from me and found someone else to say it. So I’m left with…
The Soul Reminder
A photo on the wall…
It has two meanings to me....
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And now I’m left with the scars of my last embrace. But somehow it hurts more now than when I was holding on to you. I don’t understand why. How could the emotional pain be worse than the physical pain? And why did I let it get to me? I’m letting you go too far away from me. Hearing her name had brought on…
Verbal...
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Chapter 4:
In the end I found I wasn’t testing you. I was testing myself. Now I had to find the strength to let her go, when I was already loosing my grip. I had to trust that you would catch me like she did before.
Letting go was taking a chance on trust. That is why it hurt so much when she didn’t come...
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But that letter went unanswered, and many more after that. Your silence had forsaken me. I began to lose sight of you soon after hearing your voice start to fade. I was forced to fight on my own. I became more tyrannical and bitter. And my personal hell surrounded me more and more each day, until it consumed me. It seems that everything was against...
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I had died more and more each day. My heart grew colder as it was pulled apart, a piece here, a piece there. It was only a matter of time before I became dead and heartless. I’ve asked you before to save me. Did you get my letter? It was the one that went like this…
To Whom It May Concern,
Life as I know...
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