Chapter 1:
Dear Love,
Loneliness, a word I could not phantom until the day I had met you. You have given it a name to what I was without you but never knew. I had never been this vulnerable before. I became susceptible to your ways. I was tempted with the notion that I could fly. Because I knew that I was going to fall from this edge of reality into my personal truth. Lord knew I need saving from myself. And I needed a way to prevent me from indulging in loneliness.
Before I met you, I had only heard of you. I was young and naive to your ways. I thought you were nothing more than myth and fairy tales. This is probably why I didn’t understand it when I saw it for myself. At first it was a primal and chemical reaction. I was only acting out toward the attraction. The temptations was the start of something that brought change in my young heart.
But what am I to you? For that matter, who am I? You spoke without speaking. I’ve become confused in the translation. Then the things you shown, left me blind. I wasn’t ready for the transition it put me through. I was put in the middle of what I thought was nowhere. Only later to find it was the middle of me. You’ve echoed into me. So I followed the call of my name. But where were you? It was dark and I was in search of your light. Then I noticed the sea of stars and started...
Searching the Night Sky
I looked up into the night sky,
Then began to look deeper into the heavens.
A vast beauty within an abyss,
And I can’t stop staring till I find everything.
An answer for this mystery;
A lifetime spent.
Something so big,
That the night sky cant behold,
But held within one’s heart.