hell-o. just procrastinating. I have some stuff to do but I'm too busy daydreaming about girls and life being not what I want it to be. It's so damned cold out that I don't want to go outside. glad I have the day off work. I don't know why but for some reason I started thinking about all of my dead friends. Two in particular that I miss the most. Life sucks sometimes and I just don't understand why some people would be stupid enough to kill themselves. It bugs me knowing that i could have been there, something could have been done. Things should have ended differently. I'm going on a trip to Philadelphia next weekend to see murder city devils. This weekend is nobunny. Sorry this thing is a mess. It's just the way my brains work. I want to go to Columbus soon to visit with friends. Maybe sometime closer to the end of February.
