Monday Dec 22, 2008

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why is it that on the nights I decide I NEED to go to bed early, I'm awake til the wee hours of the morning?
I can't stop thinking about whats going to happen when my Auntie dies. She owns the house I live in. Chances are that my mother is no longer getting my house. That my bastard cousin Jim is getting it. And his fucking psycho cunt wife. Who will convince him that since he has no family left up here, he should move back to her hometown in texas. And I will be homeless.
If my mom gets my Aunties house, theres no way I can live there. It'll be too depressing. Also, my grandparents live right next door, and as much as I love them, my Papa would drive me insane.
So at some point in the future, I will be homeless. and it scares me. And i'm not sure what to do. Right now I'm leaning towards moving to Ohio to be with Michelle. Assuming she decides to stay there instead of coming here for school.
Regardless, if I lose my house, there is no way I can stay in MA. And I feel like a stupid girl for crying about this nearly every night.
Fuck.
All I want for Christmas is my home to stay mine. frown
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animul:
hope you are doing good
evebringer:
with jim as the executor, your options are limited. i'd get her to legal amend/write the will so u get the house if possible. i know it sucks asking a dying loved one to do this. but if your concerned about it, i bet your loved one is concerned about your concern.

hope ur holidays went well. good luck

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