wheredango2

another new year, now what? now i know i'm not the only one riddled with confusion about the new year. still stuck where i'm at. still hoping, and thats where the problem lies. i dont know what i'm hoping for, or against. i want change so bad, but to what?
i got layd off from my job on jan 4th last year, my b-day, then went to my first day at college on the fifth. that lasted for six months. i couldn't find a job during that time. a was told "we cant schedule around school" at more places than yo can count. my roomate got fired also, so we lost the place to live. luckily for me, we've been friends for several years and his dad loves me, so now were both living with him now. that ment i had to quit school, and move to a new town. actually a couple miles out of town in a rural area. i feel so stuck, allmost trapped. and now, here i am. the only outlet is a computedor.
ya know, after reading this, its fucking depressing. yet the booze wont let me delete.