okay. its been a month and 20 days since i've last updated this entry. and what a fucken horrible month it has been..
last year i found a dead body on the side of the road while hitch hiking to my parents house. and yesterday i watched a man die and his woman passenger a few minutes later.
i dont think i've ever felt so helpless before in my entir life. i wanted to help. .. but... there was just nothing i could do. still upset about the whole thing thou. that being the first time i've ever witnessed death in swift action before..
anyways. just a bit depressed right now. sorry for takin such a long vacation from here, i still think my $9 a month could go towards something better, but i'm not leaving til you mother fuckers get in touch with me more often
lol..
so hurry up .. hope things have been better for you than they have for me lately. take care guys and gals.
![ooo aaa](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/monkey.29263bd3952b.gif)
last year i found a dead body on the side of the road while hitch hiking to my parents house. and yesterday i watched a man die and his woman passenger a few minutes later.
i dont think i've ever felt so helpless before in my entir life. i wanted to help. .. but... there was just nothing i could do. still upset about the whole thing thou. that being the first time i've ever witnessed death in swift action before..
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
anyways. just a bit depressed right now. sorry for takin such a long vacation from here, i still think my $9 a month could go towards something better, but i'm not leaving til you mother fuckers get in touch with me more often
![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
so hurry up .. hope things have been better for you than they have for me lately. take care guys and gals.
![ooo aaa](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/monkey.29263bd3952b.gif)
maybe that wasn't the happiest ting to say. so i leave you with a
PS - 311 + that 70's show + your member name + half of the shit in your profile = You are now the President of my Coolness Club.