I know this would be better as a response in another's journal but its one to write here for various reasons too.
Of course I read my journal. Its a place to bitch when something is bothering me but it also holds answers. I read what I have written from time to time and question where I am and what I'm doing. Sure there are plenty of choices I could make, and obviously I have chosen this particular path. There are parts of me that don't feel I can yet walk away for one reason or another. Doesn't mean it doesn't get tough or I don't get pissed. Doesn't mean I don't wonder why my life IS such a roller-coaster.
*shrug* and what can you think? Anne and I have worked through a lot and are closer than we ever have. The idiot is about gone after doing exactly as I figured he would and blowing every chance he had to hell. I just wonder still why I go through all of this. It makes me question a lot.
As for others' journals, *shrug*...as you can probably tell if you have read all of my entries, I haven't always been in a wildly social mood.
Of course I read my journal. Its a place to bitch when something is bothering me but it also holds answers. I read what I have written from time to time and question where I am and what I'm doing. Sure there are plenty of choices I could make, and obviously I have chosen this particular path. There are parts of me that don't feel I can yet walk away for one reason or another. Doesn't mean it doesn't get tough or I don't get pissed. Doesn't mean I don't wonder why my life IS such a roller-coaster.
*shrug* and what can you think? Anne and I have worked through a lot and are closer than we ever have. The idiot is about gone after doing exactly as I figured he would and blowing every chance he had to hell. I just wonder still why I go through all of this. It makes me question a lot.
As for others' journals, *shrug*...as you can probably tell if you have read all of my entries, I haven't always been in a wildly social mood.