Ah joy, the roller-coaster continues. Maybe I'm crazy. I know very few people would think anything but at this point. Still, that damn little voice inside of my head keeps telling me to hold on. I don't know why...I've heard only her feelings for the other guy and nothing as strong said for me....hold on....the only reasons to not be with him have nothing to do with compatability or emotion...hold on.
Just strange. I've been around...I've had my share of experiences, so I'm not at all naive. But yet something is different. The same feelings that have always been right...that have guided me through my life keep telling me to hold on. Imagining her saying she wants me back seems almost impossible to imagine happening. I don't know what could turn her feelings away from the other guy. The only last piece of rational hope is that she'll see me and something will click, but that too seems just unlikely. So why does that little voice stay so insistent?
Fate better have a damn good answer for this.
Just strange. I've been around...I've had my share of experiences, so I'm not at all naive. But yet something is different. The same feelings that have always been right...that have guided me through my life keep telling me to hold on. Imagining her saying she wants me back seems almost impossible to imagine happening. I don't know what could turn her feelings away from the other guy. The only last piece of rational hope is that she'll see me and something will click, but that too seems just unlikely. So why does that little voice stay so insistent?
Fate better have a damn good answer for this.