whatsanalias

Goddamn, its a banner day when you're told you're boring. Well bloody fucking hell, I'm not a fucking three ring circus.

Been cleaning up messes left by the life of the party types with friends for more years than I can count. I build fucking roller-coasters for a living, I travel to different countries, I'm open to anything. I'm not the loudest person in the...
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Well things WERE good.

FUCK

such is. Tired of taking crap. I am who I am and that is fucking good enough.

Things are good.....I think. V-day actually went kickass and life in general has been good. Anne has been telling me how much she would miss me while I'm at Wildwood for work for a few days. She also mentioned about missing us a lot lately too. But I still am not getting any real answers.

Some days I feel like I work with idiots. And...
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Calmer from the other night. Lets face it, things are probably going as well as I could hope for. Now I just have the landmine that is V-day coming up. Don't get me wrong...I've actually been shown a positive side of this holiday. BUT of course this is after I said a few things about it in the past and missed a hint or 20...
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Grrrrr, am angry at the moment. Can't sleep so instead am doing my usual getting myself worked up. Nights like tonight I begin to wonder if it'll ever be my turn. I'm getting tired of taking people to dinner but never being taken out myself. God, fucking fast food would be fine. Also getting tired of feeling like everyone else's lives take precedence.

I asked...
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Well currently I may be about the only person in the hotel I'm staying at. Its 50s and 60s themed....interesting to say the least.

Things are going well with Anne. At least I think so...seems like it but I have no idea what is going on in her head. Outside of that I try to not assume too much. I still hate the situation and...
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Time to find some fun stuff to do around Detroit. Anyone wanna join me?

So of course a grumpy time is followed by a great night out. In a happy mood right now.

Also in a horny mood....in fact have been at least somewhat pretty much constantly for a month or so. I realized something the other day though, its not your usual. Its new relationship horniness. There's that curiosity of what things would be like now. With all...
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*sigh* try to point out that things between two friends are not fucked up and get blown off. Yeah, could totally not be that, but then again I seem to be getting judged way too much on "well it looks like that" without being asked for any details. Fuck it...not gonna say another word. People can think what they want to, or do what they...
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Very uneventful Saturday .

I'm bored, and just hoping there's a good answer eventually to everything going on in my life right now.

Hangin in here.

Interesting times in my life. Its at the point that it could go in two directions, both very different. Anyone who has read anything of my journal knows that one of the most major things involves Anne.

Quick recap...together for over 3 years. I believe she is the one for me. She is torn and at her own crossroads, with feelings split and college graduation...
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ups and downs...well some things seem better, but then I manage to get hit by something else to take me back down. Right now there are just some hurdles I need to get past. There's nothing to do about them...mistakes were made that are gonna have an effect on my life. Right now I am trying to keep those things to a minimum. Its tough...some...
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