i haven't been kissed, properly kissed, in a while, something like weeks, i know it's two at most but it's still far too long when i feel like this, curious and exploring heart and body. i'm exercising again, soon to slash my food intake, hoping my body will burn the little excess fat i have. it's been a while since i've been skinny, i've grown out a bit but i've still got my lanky frame, i need less draped over these bones, i need less going into this mouth, i need to be stronger and leaner and better-looking, because girlfriend is so amazingly gorgeous, and i feel embarrassed.
this crippling self-consciousness is getting old.
this crippling self-consciousness is getting old.
Ok I remember being skinny and I miss it so. I miss not being able to gain pounds.