i'm thinking time measured in condom wrappers and their more complete counterparts and it's all over, i have to stop, i've stopped and that's far scarier, this is not what i was because i never was like this before, i never was like this before, it's scary to think of this as what i was but even more so to think of it as what i am.
i want to tell you everything, but i'm so tired.
i want to tell you everything, but i'm so tired.