whatiwas

i live with my grandparents, i work part-time at a minimum-wage job because i'm too lazy, scared or stupid to find a real one, i have stupid, childish habits, i spend too much money on music, i'm awkward around women, i wear the same clothes all the time, i'm a shameless flirt, i think about sex far too often (when i'm not so depressed that i don't want to be touched), and i'm remarkably self-absorbed, so much so that i'm a horrid gift-giver when i do remember to buy gifts in the first place.

i'm an adolescent, really, in all the worst ways.

just wanted to get that out. i'll think of more later.