as to where have I been?
Ive been right here, just less involved with SG and more with real people lately.. Ive made some friends here so I have been hanging out and running into them when I can.. I may have turned into a psuedo beach bum.. as I tend to spend a lot of time on the beach and going on mini hikes by myself.. growing up in the midwest all of southern Florida is like another planet to me.. Im like a little kid asking questions about different plants..animals..fish... shells and other things that wash up on the beach... Ive been trying lots of new things and I also have a lowrider bicycle for "cruisin'" around.. just below walking, I think bicycle is a great way to take in your surroundings.. you miss so much driving in a car all the time...
You read about the situation with my "ex" and I thank you for the luck you sent... I believe things will be good.. for now she decided that we shouldnt talk as frequently because she says I am constnatly on her mind and shes having problems focusing on school and work... So, even if its not bullshit, Im cool with that.. it was getting awefully smothering there for awhile and I am really not so into being receptive to planning out the rest of my life with someone right now... or it might just be with her.. because I sincerely believe that I would settle down immeadiately with the right woman.. but the distance of space and time between us makes it a bit more awkward.. even though she tells me that she is for sure that I am "Mr. Right".. and things of that nature.. then apologizes if shes freaking me out.. I keep telling her that it does freak me out, but Im glad she says how she feels and am thankful for her honesty.. I do feel it pushing her away, but I think thats not so bad even though it is kind of hard since we have grown acustom to talking so regularly... anyway, I feel much more settled into my new surroundings and feel like I am just taking a breather from all of the zanyness that has been my life the last year... the wheels are still turning and I definatley have some pretty big decisions to make very soon.. You have been very active and I have become envious of quite a few of your little adventures..... What the story with you? school? your new place? your life and your "Boy"?....
P.S. I just posted some random pics of some of my mini adventures.. I plan to post more soon... I just thought you might find them interesting. I do run across many a gecko and salamanders and alligators .. Oh My... Lots of birds, not many familiar to me though.. Everything is new to me here.. its makes for great fun exploring...
where the fuck do they come up with these names, anyway.