Duuude it's been a fuckin' long time since I've seen you post. I saw you on messanger once but I was in a rush or something and didn't say anything. I don't really get on there anyways. Shit I need to be busy, I've been fucking around playing games online like all day every day for the past month. I can't wait to get back into school... it'll still be a while... and it'll suck to be busy, but I'd rather be busy than not have a life. Well, hope you find some time for yourself soon.
congrats dude. I'm not even at midterms yet! Lucky bastard with your week off. Where you workin at now? Oh, i got yahoo messanger! Pixie_duzt_2003....thats me. kisses
i started college when i was 18, and my back fucked up really bad just a term into it. so i have a little experience of what it's like. not as much as you obviously. but i was living in a shitty ass apartment with my psycho ex- sister in law and 2 nephews. i was getting like no sleep because she'd stay up watching tv and movies all night because she didn't work and wanted to live off of welfare. i lived in a fucked up neighborhood. i went to school and busted my ass on home work, i got all a's and b's except this one asshole teacher i had who would give me a's and b's on most of my work, then i think i pissed him off one day and he started giving me d's and f's... well fuck me for having an opinion to share... just because he didn't want to admit he was wrong about something, he has to flunk me. *sorry, i just got pissed off and started ranting* i caught myself though. but anyways, my point was... all the crap i was going through at home, i couldn't wait to get up in the morning and go to school, because it was a way to get the hell away from it all. and now i know when i go back, i won't take that asshole's class. and i'll probably get a lot better grade than i would've if i finished it. except i'm just starting school, and i'll be 24 in july... so i'll probably be 26 when i finish. damn, that just made me feel retarded. anyways, it's never too late. i'd rather start late, than be stuck at retarded jobs i hate for the rest of my life. making like no fucking money. even when i made decent money and worked like 60 hours a week, i'd only take home 800- 900 every couple weeks. i'd rather work 30-40 hours a week on salary and take home 3,000 a month so i know how much it sucks, but try to think of the good things it does for you. and it's not forever, just a couple years out of your life... that's not much
Don't stress yourself too much. The more you stress yourself out, then the worse you'll do. Try taking a break from studying and watching a funny movie.