I suppose I should upate everyone..
So I really dont have much of a social life, but for some reason my life still manages to get crazy and horribly confusing. I am just like how to attract such odd situations, when all I do is work and come home and drink all by myself. Whoever said "life is stranger than fiction" well he was dead on, because I mean I take pride in my fiction writing but I couldnt weave together half the storylines that have been thrown my way.
So the court situation is about done with now. I mean this DUI took place in 2006 and its now 2009, and I have been going through the court system for a year now, did it really need to take this long, pobably not. It did end up going to trial which was sort a hard thing to go through, cause I have no animosity towards the cop, and it felt at times he had non towards me, and that basically this was like a huge waste of our time. So there was 2 counts, was I driving while impaired, and was my limit above a .08 (which came back from the Jury as gulity on count 1, and not guilty on count 2) so what dose that all mean in the scheme of things. I still have that DUI. I get sentenced on March 31st, and the judge (to be kind) wants me to not let her take me into custody at the end of sentencing (cause id get processed with the felony cases) but instead self surrender myself to a different jail meant more so for DUI cases. I mean id of loved no jail time but 24 hours wont be to bad and I am more so glad that I can put this behind me.
So about my "transition" which I dont know how partcial to that word I am at this point, cause I am more or less wondering why we have to lable things. Also why do I have to side with one of the other, why cant I just based on how I feel that day just exsist the way I want to be. So I have been making what I feel to be progress, co workers know, most friends know, and I tend to use a female profile online in most cases. I have even be ocasioally going to drag shows (I know being trans and drag queens are two different things) but I feel that they are still part of a community. So I have been out a few times doing the meet and greet thing, I have some new girls I go and see (Divinity and his husband Jason) and its been really nice to have people who are there for me, whoever I happen to be at the present time. I spent one weekend with them and went to a pagent and it was just nice seeing more of the community.
So this is where I need to branch out into last weekend. I have my mom take me out to a club, which she seems to be warming up to taking me to, there was a while I wasnt sure. So I get in the car semi dolled up with my heels in my bag and my mom tells me I might as well just switch over so I do. Then at the end of the night Divinity and Jason are like can we meet your mom and I am like sure why not. So Diviity starts talking to her and I turn like bright red cause different pronouns are getting used and I am like oh no, *hides behind Jason* so on the way home I had to try and explain myself, (mind you this whole time its all positive) ad I am like yea I am pretty much just into girls, but if a boy comes along and treats me right then I dont rule that out. I am sure I mentioned the hormones, and then at the end of the night it just sort of fizzles out, and I am like did I come out to her or not. so basically I was greeted with some approval and just have to see how things progress.
lol I know no one reads these long posts so I will fiinish this out with my co worker, who hates gay/trans people and talks about me behind my back if I wear make up, so my manager has actually encouraged me to come in more feme which I always love messing with people who love to hate
I have cute youtube videos up (www.youtube.com/ininkplease)
At this point I really use this place as my main blog, always loved how open minded people are and I hope that most of you continue to stay friends with me the more I progress down this gender neutral path
I think thats the best was to explain me I want to be a neautral. Some where in the middle,
Love you all
Miss Kayla Viscious
So I really dont have much of a social life, but for some reason my life still manages to get crazy and horribly confusing. I am just like how to attract such odd situations, when all I do is work and come home and drink all by myself. Whoever said "life is stranger than fiction" well he was dead on, because I mean I take pride in my fiction writing but I couldnt weave together half the storylines that have been thrown my way.
So the court situation is about done with now. I mean this DUI took place in 2006 and its now 2009, and I have been going through the court system for a year now, did it really need to take this long, pobably not. It did end up going to trial which was sort a hard thing to go through, cause I have no animosity towards the cop, and it felt at times he had non towards me, and that basically this was like a huge waste of our time. So there was 2 counts, was I driving while impaired, and was my limit above a .08 (which came back from the Jury as gulity on count 1, and not guilty on count 2) so what dose that all mean in the scheme of things. I still have that DUI. I get sentenced on March 31st, and the judge (to be kind) wants me to not let her take me into custody at the end of sentencing (cause id get processed with the felony cases) but instead self surrender myself to a different jail meant more so for DUI cases. I mean id of loved no jail time but 24 hours wont be to bad and I am more so glad that I can put this behind me.
So about my "transition" which I dont know how partcial to that word I am at this point, cause I am more or less wondering why we have to lable things. Also why do I have to side with one of the other, why cant I just based on how I feel that day just exsist the way I want to be. So I have been making what I feel to be progress, co workers know, most friends know, and I tend to use a female profile online in most cases. I have even be ocasioally going to drag shows (I know being trans and drag queens are two different things) but I feel that they are still part of a community. So I have been out a few times doing the meet and greet thing, I have some new girls I go and see (Divinity and his husband Jason) and its been really nice to have people who are there for me, whoever I happen to be at the present time. I spent one weekend with them and went to a pagent and it was just nice seeing more of the community.
So this is where I need to branch out into last weekend. I have my mom take me out to a club, which she seems to be warming up to taking me to, there was a while I wasnt sure. So I get in the car semi dolled up with my heels in my bag and my mom tells me I might as well just switch over so I do. Then at the end of the night Divinity and Jason are like can we meet your mom and I am like sure why not. So Diviity starts talking to her and I turn like bright red cause different pronouns are getting used and I am like oh no, *hides behind Jason* so on the way home I had to try and explain myself, (mind you this whole time its all positive) ad I am like yea I am pretty much just into girls, but if a boy comes along and treats me right then I dont rule that out. I am sure I mentioned the hormones, and then at the end of the night it just sort of fizzles out, and I am like did I come out to her or not. so basically I was greeted with some approval and just have to see how things progress.
lol I know no one reads these long posts so I will fiinish this out with my co worker, who hates gay/trans people and talks about me behind my back if I wear make up, so my manager has actually encouraged me to come in more feme which I always love messing with people who love to hate
I have cute youtube videos up (www.youtube.com/ininkplease)
At this point I really use this place as my main blog, always loved how open minded people are and I hope that most of you continue to stay friends with me the more I progress down this gender neutral path
I think thats the best was to explain me I want to be a neautral. Some where in the middle,
Love you all
Miss Kayla Viscious
Congrats on coming out to your mom. Hope that works out well for you.
i'm happy your mom is so open-minded and she seems quite supportive
and also your manager
kick ass