A Note From the editor
Does God repent for his injustices? Or does he hide behind "his plan?"
This Black Abyss of a Heart Devours any and all Happiness
I think I have succeeded in creating the most emo title ever. Hurray for me!
My mom informed me yesterday that she cannot tolerate depression...So, I have concluded that it may be some time yet before I'm over mine since I won't be getting much support from the parentals
But, since she hates it so much, I spent all of yesterday spewing out such garbage as "The weight of my despair is too great. I just want to crawl in bed and wallow in my own sorrow." I had a great time irritating her.
I've noticed that my emotions are changing from a deep sadness for all I have endured and lost to a sad hate that instills violence in me. I've been very short tempered lately and have been having extremely violent dreams. It's like...Life has given me so much shit, and I just want to turn it around and give it right back
I'm tired of not being able to do anything and having to accept everything.
Singing in the Rain
I love the rain. I love the sound, the way everything looks, the smell. I wish it would rain more often here
The Soundtrack to my Life
Have you ever heard a song that just instantly clicked with your soul? A song that matched your emotions and thoughts perfectly?
I've been having horrible luck with women as of late. And this song hit me pretty hard:
"You're Beautiful" - James Blunt
My life is brilliant.
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
The Art Scene
Made that for a friends birthday. I hope she likes it. As always, there are a million things I would do differently, but I am fairly pleased with itEspecially since I havent inked anything in ages.
Going on Vacation
Leaving tomorrowErrrMake that later today rather. Well be going up to Las Vegas to visit grandparents, then off to Zion, and then to Sedona (I think). If everything works out, we should hit Zion right after a snowstorm and right before it starts raining.
Im really looking forward to this vacation. Really need to just get away from things and keep my mind busy and relaxed.
Ill be back on Friday, I believeSo Ill talk to all of you then.
Take care. Until next time, farewell.
Current Mood: Tired...Of everything...Sick
Currently Listening to: "Youre Beautiful James Blunt
Currently Watching: Well, not quite "currently watching," but I can't get enough of: Smallville, Miami Ink, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Made, True Life
Currently Playing: Counter-Strike: Source ([p]X | Phoenix, [p]X | Kal-El, or [p]X | Panic! At the Disco), World of Warcraft (PXAnime on Kel'Thuzad, Sandtiger on Akama), Battlefield 2 (=Superman=KalEl or =PXConqueror=), Warcraft III (PX_Conqueror)
Currently Reading: Angels & Demons by Dan Brown
Sites: Art MySpace Xanga SuicideGirls
GaiaOnline Last.FM
Does God repent for his injustices? Or does he hide behind "his plan?"
This Black Abyss of a Heart Devours any and all Happiness
I think I have succeeded in creating the most emo title ever. Hurray for me!
My mom informed me yesterday that she cannot tolerate depression...So, I have concluded that it may be some time yet before I'm over mine since I won't be getting much support from the parentals
But, since she hates it so much, I spent all of yesterday spewing out such garbage as "The weight of my despair is too great. I just want to crawl in bed and wallow in my own sorrow." I had a great time irritating her.
I've noticed that my emotions are changing from a deep sadness for all I have endured and lost to a sad hate that instills violence in me. I've been very short tempered lately and have been having extremely violent dreams. It's like...Life has given me so much shit, and I just want to turn it around and give it right back
I'm tired of not being able to do anything and having to accept everything.
Singing in the Rain
I love the rain. I love the sound, the way everything looks, the smell. I wish it would rain more often here
The Soundtrack to my Life
Have you ever heard a song that just instantly clicked with your soul? A song that matched your emotions and thoughts perfectly?
I've been having horrible luck with women as of late. And this song hit me pretty hard:
"You're Beautiful" - James Blunt
My life is brilliant.
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
The Art Scene
Made that for a friends birthday. I hope she likes it. As always, there are a million things I would do differently, but I am fairly pleased with itEspecially since I havent inked anything in ages.
Going on Vacation
Leaving tomorrowErrrMake that later today rather. Well be going up to Las Vegas to visit grandparents, then off to Zion, and then to Sedona (I think). If everything works out, we should hit Zion right after a snowstorm and right before it starts raining.
Im really looking forward to this vacation. Really need to just get away from things and keep my mind busy and relaxed.
Ill be back on Friday, I believeSo Ill talk to all of you then.
Take care. Until next time, farewell.
Current Mood: Tired...Of everything...Sick
Currently Listening to: "Youre Beautiful James Blunt
Currently Watching: Well, not quite "currently watching," but I can't get enough of: Smallville, Miami Ink, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Made, True Life
Currently Playing: Counter-Strike: Source ([p]X | Phoenix, [p]X | Kal-El, or [p]X | Panic! At the Disco), World of Warcraft (PXAnime on Kel'Thuzad, Sandtiger on Akama), Battlefield 2 (=Superman=KalEl or =PXConqueror=), Warcraft III (PX_Conqueror)
Currently Reading: Angels & Demons by Dan Brown
Sites: Art MySpace Xanga SuicideGirls
GaiaOnline Last.FM
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maxiebond:
GOD!!!!...blah the only reason people belive in a god is the fact that we can rule a lifeform,control it ,comand it and kill it with out remorse and because we have somewhat of conscience left we think some one or thing could do the same to us!!! we all breath the same thing we all bleed the same colour we all die the same ways!
photobscura:
your art is so incredible.